𝐏𝐨𝐞𝐦'𝐬

𝐖𝐚𝐧𝐭

I want you to kill me
Just so I can haunt you afterwards
Just so I can manifest in your dreams

I want you to hate me
Just so your chest fills with rage at the sight of me
And at least you'll feel something, at least I will matter

I want you to forget about me
Just so I can pass by you without you noticing
And steal glances from across the room

I want you to love me
So that I can feel your skin against mine
And have that shoulder to cry on, that hand to hold

I want you to leave me
Just so I'll never be able to worry about you changing your mind
Just so I can sleep at night knowing I have nothing to lose

I want
I need
I'm bursting at the seems with desire and fear
And all these emotions
But my face is blank