i feel that i so desperately
need to scream
i want to scream so loud
that the ground underneath me trembles
and the treetops above me shake
there is so much anger within me
so much rage and fear and sorrow and grief
i feel as though im decaying from the inside out
and there is nothing that can save me
i need to scream
scream for help,
scream for relief,
and yet,
when i open my mouth,
silence.
