Bromance (Totsuka x M!Reader)

Gentle Obsession

Rough Image Translation: "(Hachiman,) I can go another round..."

Totsuka: "..."

Y/N: "..."

"So, uhm... What do we do now...?"

"I dunno."

Totsuka and I laid on the iconic bean bag sitting in the corner of his room, a slight gap between us in the event where his mom opens the door to check on us.

It was the day after our first kiss, and we still weren't entirely sure how to handle the situation of our relationship. I mean, we're both still in high school after all. Our biggest responsibility should be studying about the final exams coming up instead of trying to start a relationship between another boy.

And yet, here we are.

Totsuka: "C-Can we go again?"

Y/N: "Yeah..."

Totsuka has tried to make a system where we could still do "something" with each other without getting caught. His only idea so far was to try and kiss as quickly as possible, then pull away immediately after just in case we got caught.

The fear that we felt the first time his mom barged into the room never really left our body. It's constantly at the back of our minds every time we do something sexual.

Totsuka: "Mmph~" However, despite our fear, we can't manage to keep our lips apart.

He kissed me, holding it for a little longer than we normally do, clearly indicating that he can't seem to hold in how hopeless he is just for a kiss. It was a little embarrassing, to be honest. Totsuka is the only person to ever truly be desperate for something I could provide (which is love, in this case).

I pushed a little deeper into the kiss, not making a sound out of my own embarrassment. However, at the same time, we both got paranoid thinking that his mom would come into the room, so we pulled our lips away quickly.

And thus, we were back to the beginning. Nothing to do with each other out of our own fear, however still yearning to sneak in an extra kiss for good measure.

Totsuka: "Well... Uhh... My tennis team is going to be playing in a tournament soon... And I-"

Y/N: "You already told me that."

"I-I did?!" A few kisses ago he had told me there was going to be a tournament and that he'd like it if I'd go and watch. "Oh... Right... I did. Sorry, I already forgot."

"Don't worry about it, it's fine." I accepted his offer to go since I could never say no to him. I swear his demeanor is a lot more persuasive than you would imagine.

The way he moves and talks is so luring I have to actively stop myself at every given moment from putting my hands on him. Despite how creepy that sounds, I'm certain Totsuka would be the furthest thing from disturbed.

Even now, Totsuka fiddled with his clothes slightly to make me realize what he was wearing.

He had a long sleeved shirt that forced him to stretch his arms to peek his fingers out, the collar of which was so big that it slipped past one of his shoulders. His shorts were small and tight, only reaching the very top of his thigh in length. He wore no undershirt, despite the freezing air conditioning, revealing his collarbone and chest for all to see.