Sad Quotes

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It hasn't gotten better

I wish people would stop saying it gets better.
Even if it did, i would still have scars from all the fights my head had with my heart.
even if it did, i wouldn't recognize myself.
the sad knows me better than my mother does.
The sad has been my most reliable friend.
I don't remember a time when i wasn't running toward the end of the tunnel, only to find the light was from a star that died lifetimes ago.

so, no. it doesn't feel like it gets better. it feels heavier with every step.
i can hear my heartbeat echo off my bones through this body i've abandoned.

it hasn't gotten any better, but please,
tell me it won't get any worse.