3 weeks later
3 weeks of loneliness, today is number 21. I don't even know how I could stand all this time, I'm amazed of myself because at some point, you seemed to be my whole world, my home. It's still true, but I guess I can live with none of them, am I living actually? No I'm just a dead soul trapped in this body.. Is this exaggeration!?
Today is our love's anniversary. Three years before, you confessed your feelings to me and I did the same, Three years ago, we were too passionate about each other that I believed we were soulmates and now!
I've to stop comparing the past with the present because those days will never be back; you'll never be back after the crime you'd committed; killing our love.
I look at the pictures we took on our first date, it says a lot and makes me feels the same as the 1st time. your bigger hands covering my tiny ones, your eyes holding my gaze, the stunning smiles and the sweet words, our little dance at the party, everyone said we meant to be, and finally your lips pressing against mine, gently and passionately. I was melting under your fingertips that day.
But all of this is owned by another girl now.
