𝐅𝐎𝐑𝐄𝐕𝐄𝐑 𝐌𝐘 𝐍𝐄𝐌𝐄𝐒𝐈𝐒

49 || F You

Adeline

Papa had already paid for my phone, a plane ticket to DC, and a new apartment, my suitcases had already been shipped to DC and once I get to my new apartment they should be set for me to unpack. 

I gave mama and papa one last hug before entering the airport, "Papa, Mama" I sighed releasing them from our last hug. 

"Yes?" They both said at once, "Remember to always fight back, Till you no longer can," Tears slipped papa's eyes and he beamed. 

They gave me another tighter hug, "Fight till you no longer can Tesoro because you are an Amato, and Amatos never give up" Papa whispered into my ear. 

"I will" I whisper back and nod, I then turn around and let the city breeze hit me before I could walk into the airport entrance. 

The plane ticket in my hand and phone in the other, one bag mama had prepared for me to hop on the plane on my left shoulder. 

I gripped the leather straps with every step I took inside, the glass doors open wide open for me then I took a step inside shutting behind me, I turn around to see papa and mama hugging each other tightly as they stared at me slowly walking away

"I love you," I said, I read their lips saying it back.

Nico

 I woke up the next morning and rolled to my angel's side- "Angel?" I frowned in confusion to see her gone, that's odd. This is the first time she's gotten up early from bed.

I got up from bed and changed into a suit, fixed my hair, and got ready to ask angel how she was doing, she probably got into a bigger fight with Reuben, so It would make sense

I headed out of my room downstairs to see the kitchen empty, I arch a brow and walk into the living room, just to see Damian papa and Reuben speaking

I roll my eyes and head back upstairs, she must be in her office, I first knock then when I get no answer I peek my head inside "Angel?" I said glancing around the room to see her nowhere found

I open her door and step closer to see a note folded in half, out of curiosity I opened it just for my heart to get broken

Nico, I know you're probably freaking out because I'm not home but I left for good. I know how much this pains you to read but I hate the old Adeline and I'm starting my new life somewhere fresh and leaving my past in the past I love you so fucking much and I will always love you and I'm so fucking sorry I had to end things like this between us I wish things were different I wished for our happiness but I can't help but feel guilty, 

Before I could finish reading angry tears were already slipping out of my eyes

I wish you the best, and I wish you find your happiness and love I hope you grow a family and I want you to remember you'll forever be the man I fell in love with, I'll never forget you mi amore - Your Fallen Angel Adeline

At the end of the letter were dried teardrops, before I could react I bursted out of her office slamming her door open just to see it completely empty

"No please no!" I panted running through her room, she wasn't in her closet, or in her bathroom, everything was gone, Thats when I see a green tint on the wall, no...no...

I slowly walk up to her vanity...our ring, she left her ring, I was breathing like an injured dog, my heart was being stabbed into pieces

I couldn't breathe, "Adeline!" I shout placing the ring down on the vanity and running around the mansion like crazy, I headed downstairs pacing across the foyer when Damian papa, and Reuben paced out the living room doorway

"Where is she!" I pushed Reuben's chest causing him to tremble back, "You son of a bitch tell me!" Nico and Damian held me back as Reuben bites the inside of his cheek glaring me in the eyes

"Let me go!" I roared, I elbowed Damian in the eyes and kicked Marco's knee causing him to fall to his knee

I burst up to Reuben swinging my arms over and over but he kept missing, "Tell me!" I growl pinning him against the wall

He roars and uses his knee to kick me in the stomach, he spun me around and seized my throat pinning me against the wall

"I'm not telling you shit it's her life!" he snarled
"She's. My. Wife.!" I said every word loud and cautiously, his eyes grew darker, 
"I'm not letting you ruin my daughter's dreams," His words cut through me like a blade

Angry tears slipped through my eyes as his face slowly softened, Marco and Damian eventually shoved him off me, Damian was bleeding from his forehead and papa was limping through the floor

I glared at the ground as they all stayed silent, their gaze burnt through me, so many fucking tears rolled down my cheek, fuck I felt so weak

Why didn't I see this coming, I was so blinded, She blinded me with her love, "I can't live without her" I whispered but they heard it clear as day

I took a deep breath and looked straight into their eyes, before walking out the doorway, "Nico!" papa shouted behind me trying to grasp my wrist but I pushed him off before he could

I rushed upstairs slamming my door shut as I broke down, this ain't real, this is a nightmare wake up god dammit!

No, I can't lose her, not her, please. I paced across the floor not being able to breathe or stop crying, what was happening to me?

I couldn't stop shaking why couldn't I stop shaking? I couldn't give less of a fuck, I just wanted her back, she was the only person who saw the good in me, she was the first person to see the real me

she was the first person I fell in love with.

She wants me to have a family? kids? fall in love with someone else but her?! I can't for fucks sake, she's the one I love, she's the one I want she's the one I want my future kid's mother to be. 

All I gave her is gone, tumbled into the ground, my light to darkness if gone, my fallen angel is gone, my green eyes is gone, everything is gone, 

 She promised not to leave me like everyone else, but she did the exact fucking thing I was afraid of, fuck you, Adeline. 

Fuck you for making me fall in love, fuck you for being the first person to earn my trust, fuck you for making love to me, fuck you for loving me. 

Fuck you for leaving me when you promised not to.

After these thoughts, I didn't feel myself anymore, everything came back, the anger, the bargaining, the sadness, the Revenge, and this time I'm not coming back.