𝐅𝐎𝐑𝐄𝐕𝐄𝐑 𝐌𝐘 𝐍𝐄𝐌𝐄𝐒𝐈𝐒

50 || Psycho

Adeline

I unpacked my stuff after three total days and bought a new vanity, furniture and so much other shit, It's been a week since I left New York City, Havent heard from anyone but my parents

Papa told me Nico has been drinking for the past few days, having random women to fuck with... and went back to the old him

Papa said he's been going on rampages, starting fights with assassins, and came home shot and stabbed multiple times, my heart was ripping, even more, knowing he was killing himself

I hadn't left my apartment for two days, and my eyes were burning and sore from the burn of tears, I took a deep breath and sat up

Oh shit...

I sat up way too quickly, and suddenly I felt nauseous and dizzy, I rushed to the bathroom and threw up, I fell to my knees and held onto my stomach, thank god this apartment had a bathroom in my room I wouldn't have made it across the hall. 

I stood back up and washed my mouth before jumping back into bed, I haven't had the motivation to do anything but lay in bed, I've been only eating two meals a day. I laid back down and stared up at the ceiling

I shut my eyes trying to doze back to sleep when I hear my phone ringing, It's probably mama or papa asking how I'm doing

I've been lying to them saying I've been exploring photography and made a couple of friends, people have said I can get away with being a model

Sadly I can't become a model without Nico finding out.

I picked up my phone just to sit back up, no. no. no. How did she find my number? I hesitate to pick up but hell I missed her voice

I quickly place my phone up my ear and wait till they talk, "Addie" I flinch at her voice, "Ferni" I beam shyly speaking through the phone

"Holy shit- oh my god" she exhaled sounding relieved to hear my voice, "I miss you so fucking much" "I do too" I wanted to cry, but I couldn't anymore

My eyes were dry and it hurt like a bitch to shut them, "Please tell me your alone" I whispered through the phone, "Don't worry Nico isn't even home" I sniffled through the phone. 

"Addie he's not the same anymore" her voice became firm
"I-I- I don't want to talk about him please" a tear failed to slip from my eye, fuck it burnt like hell

"No Addie this is serious, he turned into a sociopath, he drinks every minute of the day, he fucks- every woman he lays his hands on he ends up killing them right after"

"Please stop" I sobbed pulling a pillow to my face, "I'm sorry Addie, but we're all worried, he needs you," and I need him too.

I didn't reply I just planted my face against the pillow, "Look I won't call you back right after this but, Nico is not okay, he's already tried killing Ero and Marco, At least give him a call it might help" she hung up right after her last words.

Nico

"Get out" I growled from the footsteps of heels walking into the private strip club room, "No" Gosh I'm fucking done with this bitch, I stood up and tossed the empty bottle of whiskey toward her but she shoves out of the way

 "Nico I hate seeing you like this" Ferni took cautious steps forward, she was afraid I would hurt her, she's not wrong

"Oh shut the fuck up! Nobody gives a flying fuck about me!" I let out a laugh
"I do" she hovers her hand on her chest
"give me a fucking break" I rolled my eyes

"Nico your not okay" she took another step forward, my blood started boiling, if she takes another step forward I'm going to end up choking her to death

I let out another creepy laugh narrowing my eyes at her, "Ferni" I take a step up to her, and give her a good look up and down before speaking

"I've been like this for twenty-five years, and your right" I chuckle, "I'm not okay, I'm a fucking psycho right" I gritted my teeth at her 

I take another step forward, she takes a step back till I pin her against the wall, "Your wrong" She shook her head, "Your fucking wrong!" I slam my fist beside her head causing her to flinch

"This isn't you" She shuts her eyes not being able to glare me in the eyes, "No, this is me, this is the real me" "No it's fucking not!" a tear slipped from her eye

"Says the girl who hides her face with sunglasses, at least I show off all my scars around my face and chest" I chortle

She whimpers trying to look away, that's when I overhear my phone ring, I scoff and take my phone from my pocket to see a no caller ID

Her eyes widen and she curiously tries to glance to see who it is, I seize her neck and pin her head back as I pick up the phone

"Who the fuck is this" Breathing very hard breathing, "Listen fucker I'm busy trying to murder my whats so-called sister so if your done wasting my time-" "Nico"

She cuts me off, my grip gets lose on Fernis neck, my throat clogged up when I hear the heavenly voice, there was so much liquor in my system I couldn't progress her voice

"Angel" I gulp trying my best not to trip, "Nico I-" "Stop" I shout through the phone, "Please stop" I could hear her tears through the phone, "Where are you" I growled

Silence pure silence, "How dare you call and decide not to fucking speak," I spun around to see Ferni trying to catch air

I laugh and lean my head back from her trying to progress her words,

"you can start over and run free you can find other fuckers to fuck but you won't stay away from me fucking remember that" 

I hung up the phone instantly and paced out of the room, "Nico wait!" Ferni said running behind me in her fucking high heels

Does she think she can run away break my fucking heart and decide to call me after two and a half weeks? Hell. The. Fuck. No.