A/N: This song is something that involves something from my past.. for anyone who knows the meaning of the song because they've been through it, then I'm sorry that you were a victim of it. And I'm always here if you need ANYTHING.
(Japense version)
今夜は空が暗い、
あなたは私にとって特別でした。
あなたがそうしないまで、あなたは私を安全に感じさせました...
あなたは言った、「愛する人を決して傷つけないことを約束します。ただ私について来てください。特別なものをお見せします。」
あなたは私に嘘をついた...
あなたは私から盗んだ...
奪われた純潔..
あなたが嫌いです、
あなたは私の人生を台無しにしました、
しかし、あなたの家族はまだ...
あなたが私にしたことは誰にもわからないでしょう。
思い出を永遠に閉じ込める
私は二度と誰にも私が脆弱であるのを見させません..
何事もなかったかのように振る舞う
結局、
とにかく私のような人を誰が信じるでしょうか？
地獄で腐ってくれますように...
特にあなたは私の純粋さを盗んだので...
奪われた純潔......。/Kon'ya wa sora ga kurai, anata wa watashi ni totte tokubetsudeshita. Anata ga sō shinai made, anata wa watashi o anzen ni kanji sasemashita... Anata wa itta,'aisuruhito o kesshite kizutsukenai koto o yakusoku shimasu. Tada watashi ni tsuite kite kudasai. Tokubetsuna mono o o mise shimasu.' Anata wa watashi ni uso o tsuita... Anata wa watashi kara nusunda... Ubawareta junketsu.. Anata ga kirai desu, anata wa watashinojinsei o dainashi ni shimashita, shikashi, anata no kazoku wa mada... Anata ga watashi ni shita koto wa darenimo wakaranaideshou. Omoide o eien ni tojikomeru watashi wa nidoto darenimo watashi ga zeijakudearu no o mi sasemasen.. Nanigoto mo nakatta ka no yō ni furumau kekkyoku, tonikaku watashi no yōna hito o dare ga shinjirudeshou ka? Jigoku de kusatte kuremasu yō ni... tokuni anata wa watashi no junsui-sa o nusundanode... Ubawareta junketsu.......
(English version)
The sky's dark tonight,
You were special to me,
You made me feel safe until you didn't...
You said, "I promise I'll never hurt you my dear, just follow me and I'll show you something special."
You lied to me...
You stole from me...
My stolen purity..
I hate you,
You ruined my life,
But your still family...
No one will ever know what you did to me,
I will lock away the memories forever,
I will never let anyone see me vulnerable ever again..
I will just act like nothing ever happened,
After all,
Who would believe someone like me anyways?
I hope you rot in Hell...
Especially since you stole my purity...
My stolen purity....
