Bee boy [sfw] [age/pet regression]

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[this chaper is a bit grahpic ] 

 I wake up with a Yoan  it seems i been sliping more and more into little space not being able to slip out 

it was beginning too worry me 

but waking up with Ash and Auttum made it all beter

i whine  a bit becouse the pull ups where wet 

"hey"

Ash says startling e a bit 

"nuh "

they coo at me running there hands through my hair 

my head began to hurt and i coverd my eyes and my ears rang i whined 

"you ok babe?"

they seem to be confussed 

i lay my head i lay my head on there chest toy with there hoodie strings

then my mind began to wonder

what if ill never be a real boy im not a real boy im just ugly and gross girl who think shes a boy no matter what ill never be a true boy 

years of lieing to myself and the time my mother found out was so embarrassing "she thinks shes a boy but she dresses like a girl like what does she-or it think it is i dont know what to call her i dont understand those he/she poeple" and then laugh then i play it off as a phase to my whole familly but it wasnt a phase and the only person to be ok with it is Ash 

i began too cry into Ashes hoodie 

"whooa whats wrong?" they pick my chin up with one hand and rub my back with the other " are you ok baby boy"

  i dont say anything just cried 

"i cant help if you dont tell me baby"

"uh,."

i mutter

they sit up holding me in there lap 

"why cant i?"

i didnt know what to say why where they asking me so meny questions?

"I-I-I DON-T *hic* KNOW !!" i grip my hair sobbing

Ash seemed started at the burst of anger

"CUZ I NU A RWEAL BOY I-I- JUS A GWIRL DAT THINK SHE A BOY" i make out throght my yelling and sobbing  fit 

"oh baby you are a real boy your the best most handsome boy ive ever seen no matter what anyone tells you"

i couldnt talk just tightend the grip on my hair and slowd my sobbing 

they grap my wrist my gently pull them away from my head  

"dont do that youll hurt yourself"

i flung my arms away from them "SHUT UP"

i didnt realive what i said untill the expreshion on Ashes face changed from worried to upset 

"baby....."

"IM SWRY I -"i cover my eyes with my hands and cry

then to run to the bathroom locking it behind me 

i sit on the floor of the bathrrom scrathing at my skin

"STUIPED STUIPED" i yell at my self and bang myhead agenst the wall 

i"what the fuck is wrong with me!!" 

i throw everything my arms can reach on the ground  and cry then hear knocking at the door "can..i come in" i hear Ash say i didnt move

"baby please unlock the door"

i unlock the door  from the ground 

Ash looks at me with an worried face 

they kneel down to look at my state better

"why are you doing this"

i didnt say anything just hid my face in batween my knees

they picked my up and i layed my head on there chest to hide

they sat on my bed and bounched me on there leggs still crateling me in there arms

my rub the back of my head with there hand i hug them tightly 

Ash picked up Auttum and handed her to me and i pet her softly 

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wowie this chaper was sure somthing

anyway this chaper was odd but still wanted to write it so whatever