The woman in front of me lowers her face and kisses my lips softly. Despite being very excited, I try not to express anything so as not to reduce her excitement to take the initiative. Khun Sam and I are overcoming our fears.
mae khong
Deep kisses are repeated as Khun Sam puts her tongue in my mouth, I feel
more dazzled than excited. Our movements are showing passion... Nice to meet you and I'm fine with that.
Some emotions inside my body set me on fire. The weirdness seems to blow my mind. My breathing and my heart are racing like I'm going to pass out, but I can't stop!!!
"Mon."
"Khun Sam..."
With her lips, the beautiful woman starts kissing and licking my cheek
towards my ear. I tense, as my voice changes to an odd pitch that surprises
me. "Oh..."
I get scared and take my hands that were intertwined around Khun Sam's neck to cover my mouth. She takes my hand out of the way and looks at me with her beautiful eyes.
"Scream!!"
"N... no! Is weird."
"I liked it... I really liked it."
The voice of the person dominating the situation becomes hoarse. So I understand why Khun Sam doesn't want me to keep my voice
down. "Please..."
Seeing Khun Sam begging makes me clasp my hands around her neck again
and I pull her face down to kiss her passionately. Khun Sam does everything
so naturally that I'm surprised. The small hands that were holding my body start to move. Even though I'm shocked, I don't let it show.
Not bad at all...
But everything gets out of hand when Khun Sam moves her hand to my breasts. My body automatically kicks the coffee table. The vase falls to the floor.
"Oh..."
I try to look at the damage, but Khun Sam pulls me over and looks me in
the eyes.
"What a mess, huh?" "Wet everything." "We clean up later."
"There!!"
The beautiful woman doesn't want to ruin anything, she forces me to kiss
her hard again. I can't resist, but my mind is still preoccupied with the vase
of flowers and soon I'm preoccupied with other things.
I haven't been home for a few days...
I suddenly feel like eating shrimp in Ayutthaya, so I'm going to ask Khun Sam to take me out to eat later.
"Oh!"
Khun Sam stops after using his nose on my neck and his hand, which was
unbuttoning my shirt. While I'm thinking about shrimp, I hear Khun Sam's voice.
"What is it? Your t-shirt..." "What?"
I move to see Khun Sam, who is staring at the first button in fright. Then I find out what just happened. I get up immediately.
"Blood... Khun Sam!!!"
Khun Sam's face is covered in blood, her nose is bleeding like a child's. The
white blouse I wear every day to the office is imprinted with the blood of the dictator who wanted to have sex with me but failed.
"Are you okay?...Are you hurt? I didn't hit you, did I?" "No...but I had a headache...maybe high blood pressure."
"Pressure?"
"Maybe the hot weather or something."
"But... but the weather isn't hot."
"Um... not this kind of heat." Khun Sam said covering his face. "Like watching porn or a dirty doujin ."
Now, we are thinking about what happened. Khun Sam looks indifferent because of embarrassment.
"You are so cute, does your nose bleed often?" I laugh at her as I wipe her
nose, which is still bleeding. "When we do other things will it end like this?"
"I'm not good at this."
"No, you are better than I imagined." I look at her and try to change the subject because I don't want her to feel embarrassed.
"Have you done this before?"
"Of course not, I never thought about having a girlfriend before." "But how do you know how to do things?"
"Because of your theory."
"Hmmm."
"Making Lesbian Love, I read it three times today." "My theory?"
I wonder why my theory is what drove Khun Sam to do all this. And I don't
know how to feel about my girlfriend reading the lesbian sex theory three
times!!!
I feel guilty... because while Khun Sam was seriously trying to fuck me, I was thinking about Ayutthaya prawns.
"I feel like you're the only one who means it." "Why do you feel that way?"
"Nothing." I won't let her know that I was thinking about the Ayutthaya
prawns, it might make her lose confidence.
"Then... I'll learn to do these things too. I won't let you do it alone." "We can learn together."
"Like?"
"Tee told me there are tons of lesbian porn videos on the internet."
We looked at each other and were embarrassed, so we looked away. Even though we've come this far, why are we still ashamed?
"So... let's learn together."
"Yup!!"
How far are we going to go with this... We're watching lesbian porn videos and we're reading the topic I wrote for Khun Sam to fire me.
This time, I hug the pillow and stay still while Khun Sam is watching on
TV. What is Khun Sam thinking...? Why is my head completely blank?
"Khun Sam, did you learn to... to... something?"
The beautiful woman turns her face to me like the Anabelle doll... I think
she is as embarrassed as I am.
"I learned, but it's kind of rude."
"I agree with you. The girl in the video looks hurt." I speak softly. "It looks tortured."
"Can I switch to anime ?"
"Maybe it's better than the real thing."
We agree, so Khun Sam switches to a porn anime. However, now the screen is full of advertisements about the content of the videos we watch.
Our faces turn red. What are we doing?
"This one looks good... Let's watch. It's beautiful."
"Yea."
As it's an anime, the scenes aren't like in pornography, but... the censorship
that covers the important part makes Khun Sam angry.
"Can't see anything!"
Khun Sam is looking at his fingers and says, "How do we know how many is better... one... two... or three?"
"How many fingers would you be comfortable with?"
"Stop with that, please."
I grab the remote and turn off the TV. I'm almost crying. Looks like I'm not
ready for this thing. "Going slow might be better for us. I like kissing you." "Serious?" Khun Sam is excited.
"Do you like my language?"
"No need to talk like that."
"Because? Didn't you tell me to be direct? I'm talking about putting my
tongue somewhere else along with my finger." "Do not stop!!!"
I pull Khun Sam to kiss her, even though I know that for her it's unfair. But for me, returning to silence is better than continuing to speak.
"Yes... kissing is better." Khun Sam touches my face. "Let's take it easy." "Yes... I'm not in a hurry."
Martha: Oh, but I AM!
According to the PP gossip group, all reports of our behavior are normal
and I'm fine with that.
Tee: I sometimes think you two pretend to be silly, but I know PP better than anyone, so she really is, she's not faking it.
Kate: Can we learn gradually? Every day in the news features teenage mothers and fathers. How is it possible? How do you know more than the
two of you?
They all look upset as I keep quiet, read all the messages and regret it.
Martha: Mon, have you read it?... Listen to me.
Doraemon: Yes.
Martha: My final technique that I use to end the game... It will make Mon brave and not need to learn anything else.
Martha: I got my husband that way, not including the worker in the field.
Tee: How did you fuck a factory worker?
Martha: I drank! But don't judge me. His arms were strong and he had a beautiful body.
Tee: Was it wet?
Kate: I know what you mean. I swallow hard and ask curtly. Doraemon: What?
They all read my message because it's showing 'read 3'.
Not long after, Jim answers me... Even in dramas or in reality, a human uses "these means" to do things they normally wouldn't do.
Martha: Mae-Khong [A Thai liquor]
