I cant come on this app without crying... I miss Lexx a lot I realy do I had to delete our old chats bc I would start crying... I miss him so fucking much and it don't help that I'm having stress, family issues, and other shit to!!... I'm 13 days , 20 hours 40 minutes and 50 seconds with out self harming... I want to realy bad but.. I need stop for Lexx and others... I'm trying stay strong really... I just don't know anymore....
