Dear Diary

01/04/23

Hey dear diary!

Yes I came back to fill you with words, my words, not sad not angry! Just one simple question in my mind! Am I ? Wait let me feed you with back story first.

You know right, I love being a disciplined girl, sincere in making each and every decisions, concious with my each and every action, no stress it's just that I love this!

Reasons I love being like this are plenty! You are sorted most of the times, you can take right decisions because you're well aware with your priorities and principles, you trust yourself and stick to what you are doing. Sleeping early, waking up on time, doing your work on time, taking care of your health and of course not compromising with enjoyment! Yes rewarding myself is the integral part of my life! Everything is perfectly sorted and that's why I try to make people experience this as well and I can bet they'll love that too.

I always push the ones I love the most to be like this. I'm not saying that I am perfect and follow me, if I am wrong somewhere you are always welcomed to correct me with my thoughts, that is how I will make a stronger mind about the things. But... I don't know why, they never understand me, never!

People are busy living their indisciplined, unhealthy lifestyle. Why? Don't you want yourself to be healthy? Don't you like if you are always on time? Don't you adore when you achieve something great?

Many people think being disciplined is forcing yourself for things you don't like... I never understand this concept ... why do people always like bad things... stupids if you make a habit of good things you will start liking that! Why do people have to make efforts for doing just one small good thing and they can practice bad habits effortlessly!

A simple question, you have a habit of brushing your teeth every morning right? Does it takes any efforts to do so? No because you were being taught this thing from childhood and now it's your habit and you will not feel good without that... but! When it comes to brushing your teeth at night you need efforts, why? Because this was not being practiced in some homes strictly and that's why you ignore that. Can't you try of getting used to with at least one good habit every month? In a year you will have a dozen of good habits in your lifestyle! Is it too much to ask?

Had said a lot! But just one line to start you with...

You will start liking being disciplined and good habits once you experience it! I have experienced it and now I cannot leave them!

For the people who doesn't understand this.... my condolences.

******************************
Hey readers I need your thoughts here as well, negatives are also welcomed with a justification of course.