Solana Rowe, known professionally as SZA is an American R&B singer. Fresh off of winning her first-ever Grammy Award, she accepts a spot on DJ Khaled's "WE WIN FOREVER" tour which features Future, Big Sean, Doja Cat, Tems, August Alsina, Teyana Tayl...
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After Chris and I got back from our honeymoon, we had to deal with the wrath of our families. They didn't appreciate that we up and eloped without including them which we understood, but we followed our hearts and promised them that we would have a more intimate ceremony for everyone to attend. The media of course had a field day with the news, but I couldn't worry about that because I've been wrapping up my second studio album. As much I want to say the process has been blissful, it's been problematic because I've been adjusting to being a wife, and that includes tending to my husband, and stepchildren, and figuring out how to be the best artist I can be.
Chris wants to expand our family and I don't want to...at least not now. We haven't been on the same page for a while, so he can forget that. He's touring back to back and I can't help but feel like he's cheating. My mom says unless I have concrete proof, I shouldn't jump to conclusions. However, I was right about one thing: the novelty of our marriage is wearing off. After dropping my sweet RoRo off to her mother Nia, I went to the recording studio to record a track with my homies Don Toliver and Bad Bunny. As soon as the music dropped, we started singing...
Guess I been used to being used like this Ain't no difference, I'm immortalized in my thoughts Praise to the most high for protection Over my most prized possessions Talkin' 'bout my sanity's at a 6.7 Handing out poinsettias To my dead homie mothers, prayin' they feel better Might get shit mindin' my business Might get shit sharing my vision Might as well, can't tell if it's even worth Conversation, need a prayer, do it even work? All that's for real, it's forever Moments stolen taste betterI've been ridin', ridin' through this cold world Thought you had another, went and caught up with ol' girl I feel like it's over Somethings callin' to get closer I'm out of touch, I need your love, oh, it's a mile away Need you once girl, once girl, we're goin' out the way I feel like it's over Something callin' to get closerCountin' my blessings twice as much Let death stress me too much Can't hide from pressure, too worried I'm living a lie Can't trust nobody you ain't been broke with Yeah, 'cause I don't break my focus, bitch, I'm Obi Wan You caught in the maze, I Thought it'd be easy to get myself on I need it, but it takes time And I'm out of patience, I burnt it with you Can't lose myself to your ego, I wanna say Love me better when you try less I don't take much, just need your honesty, oh Love will work better when you confess Feelings don't need discussion Spend my life discoverin' new shitI've been ridin', ridin' through this cold world Thought you had another, went and caught up with ol' girl I feel like it's over Something's callin' to get closer I'm out of touch, I need your love, oh, it's a mile away Need you once girl, once girl, we're goin' out the way I feel like it's over Something callin' to get closer
After a quick break, I scrolled down my Instagram feed and saw Chris photographed with some girls who weren't either me or any of the BMs.