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Semishira x Reader - 2

03/04/23

03:30pm - 07:28pm

Semishira x Reader - Angst-Fluff

2222 words / 2.2k words

Tw/Cw// Sh, Panic Attack, Blood, Swearing

Post-Timeskip

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Y/n's POV:

Shit.

Again?

It was just a joke

Just a fucking joke

I'm such a bitch

I make everything about me

So, here I am, crying on the bathroom floor, blade in my right hand and my left all bloody and shaking, because of a fucking joke

Suddenly, I hear the front door opening

Shit, Shirabu's home

I wiped my eyes as fast as I could, I couldn't have him know that I was crying. Then I ran my arm under the sink water, and damn that hurt like shit. I wrap my arm quickly with gauze I found in the cabinet

Damn this is gonna hurt to take off once it dries

Then I realized that Shirabu was knocking on the bathroom door

"Y/n? y/n I know you're in there, I heard the water running. I won't come in I promise, I just want to know if you're ok." He asked from the other side of the door with concern hinting in his voice

I couldn't speak

What if my voice cracked when I answered?

He would find out

I have to though

I muster all the strength I can into my voice and reply, "yeah I'm okay hun, I'll be out in a moment oka-"

Shit.

I didn't manage to get the last bit out

It's okay

I don't think he noticed 

"Okay y/n, I'll be in the kitchen. I'm making a coffee, you want one?", he asked with relief hinting in his voice

"Yes please, thanks hun" I replied, steadying my voice as much as I could 

"Okay, love you" he said before his footsteps became fainter and fainter

Thank god he walked away, I wouldn't have been able to tell him I love him too as this lump in my throat make me feel like I was going to throw up

Even though I knew that it was from the fact that I felt like crying again because I hit my arm on the sink

I turned the water on, splashed my face with it and put some in my mouth. I swirled it around and spit it out. I attempted at speaking/whispering but nothing came out