I take ethan back to my room, don't ask me how i got him there it was complicated but i did it without anyone seeing him. I take the first aid kit and i start to wipe away the blood from his face
"Ow" he groans
"Sorry"
i start to wipe away the blood from his body and i touch his scar
"OWWW" he groans out loud
"Shhh" i take my hand and i cover his mouth
"My 6 year old cousin doesn't even scream that loud" I say to him
"Sorry" he says again with a very painful look on his face
"I know this hurts but try not to move as much as possible"
"Okay mom"
i roll my eyes sarcastically
"Y/n there is something i've been wanting to talk to you about"
"Sure what is it?"
"Look, i'm really grateful that you've been letting me stay here, but i can't keep living like this i mean what if one day your aunt finds out about me she will immediately call the cops and you know how many times we almost got caught by her"
"What are you saying?"
"I've been wanting to ask you this for a while"
"Ask me what?"
"Do you want to move to another state with me?"
"Ethan i love that you've been wanting to ask me that but i can't just leave, i have my friends here, what about sam and the others? They are going to ask a million questions, and my aunt?"
"Look you don't need to have the answer now, what i'm asking you is something very huge. Take your time if you don't want to it's fine we can make it work between us somehow"
Tears are starting to build up in my eyes but i try my hardest not to let them out, but because ethan is looking at me in the eyes he notice this
"Y/n i didn't mean to make you upset, i can stay here for as long as you want, you know that right?"
"Yes but it's not that" i say wiping away the tears rolling down my cheeks
"Then what is it?" He says with a very comforting voice
I don't know if i can do this, i know how angry ethan can get
"Promise me you won't get mad"
Ethan's face changed, i know that face, he always makes it before he gets mad
"Y/n what did you do"
"Promise me"
"Okay fine i promise"
I sit on the bed in silence with ethan next to me, he's looking at me but i can't look him in the eyes
"I haven't been totally honest with you"
"Okay?" he says in confusion waiting for me to keep talking
There it goes
"I'm pregnant"
He doesn't respond he's just trying to process what he just heard, but then he looks at me and a little smile on his face shows up
"Did you seriously think i would be mad? Baby this is great news, imagine raising a little y/n that would be adorable. And we can totally do this together"
"But wait, how is it even possible we always use a-"
"It's not yours" i quickly say
Shit
"What? What do you mean it's not mine?"
"I did it with another guy and we both got drunk and i swear i regret it so bad and i just saw how happy you got and now i'm so mad at myself for ruining this good moment between us cause i know happy moments between us doesn't happen often cause you always get mad and i know that i'm toxic but so are you, and you can't be mad cause you cheated on me too so don't you dare get mad at me" i rant while crying
It takes a while for ethan to respond
"Don't you think we have good moments together?" He says with disappoint in his eyes
I really hurt him
"We do but look at us, this isn't normal"
"How long has this been going around between you and him be honest"
"One time i swear"
"Who was the guy"
"Ethan it doesn't matter"
"It doesn't matter? OFCOURSE IT FUCKING MATTERS Y/N, you got pregnant with a guy that is going to be the father to your kid"
"I'm getting an abortion"
"What the fuck is actually wrong with you"
I don't respond
"WHO' THE GUY"
"I DON'T KNOW"
"WHO'S THE GUY"
"I DON'T FUCKING KNOW IT WAS A STUPID PARTY"
"YOU FUCKING BITCH, YOU'RE JUST A LITTLE WHORE"
"FUCK YOU" i slap him hard on the face
"It's over" he says
"Yeah go and fuck some other girl"
"I will"
"I hate you so much ethan, and it felt so good fucking him"
He takes my throat and starts to choke me really hard
"I wish i never met you" he says finally letting me go
I gasp for air trying not to cry, i don't wanna show him that i'm weak
He grabs his stuff and he takes the window out
Everything feels so hopeless now, i had this coming tho, i don't know what's going to happen or if he's going to come back, is it really over between us or is he going to come back?
A/N, i didn't wanna write smut between y/n and ethan cause ethan is 17 right? Btw i'm gonna be honest idk if i really like this chapter lmao 😭 thx for all the support y'all give me it means a lot 💗
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𝑻𝑶𝑿𝑰𝑪 𝑳𝑶𝑽𝑬 | ethan landry x y/n
Fanfictionwhen y/n meets ethan at the halloween party it all seems normal, just a sweet guy, well she thought so... until he becomes obsessed with her and she finds out a big secret that he kept from her this entire time. you really can't trust anyone
