4:38 AM, Downtown River Park, New York 📍 - MY HEADPHONES were in as I walkded (say is just like that stupid) around the downtown area of my city. I was still obviously embarrassed because of what happened last night, but you know me, had the balls to show my face! Een tho it's late at night.. But besides that, I saw a big ass goop of curly hair sittin' onna bench so I went ta go look. Of course it was my fuckin' opp. I can never be chill.
"Leave me da fuck 'lone Ndot, ion wan no smoke rii now.." I heard him speak out. I lowkey felt bad when i heard him. I lookded a luh closer, he was holdin' a picture of his bro Notti. Da nigga was cryin' too.. Ion know what da fuck came thru me, but I sat down next to him n' placed a arm around him. "Yo dog, ion think dat luh nigga Notti would want yhu cryin' over him. Da nigga would smack da shit outta yhu like Tina did Ike innat limo. Pick yo self up on yo feet nigga. Let me catch yhu cryin' again yo bitchass gon' be six feet unda."
I patted da nigga shoulder n' tried ta walk away, but he pulled me bacc down. Da fuck?
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╭──────༺♡༻──────╮ DAVID REYEZ POV ╰──────༺♡༻──────╯
WHAT DA FUCK did I juh do? I lowkey wanted him ta stay, but ian want him ta know dat?! He sat there n' we stared at each other. I juh broke down cryin' again n' Xavion pulled me into his arms. I felt so weak, I'm gettin' comfort from ma opp? Dis gotta be illegal in sum sorta way cuz what da fuck. "I juh wanna win! Me, please! Can I win dis year? Can I win dis year?!" I choked out between sobs, Xavion slowly rubbin' ma back like he was ma therapist or sumn. "Notti juh wanted us to win cuzz! Win at dis rappin' bullshi. I'm tryna win fa him but it's like nun workin'! All these opps on ma ass fa no fuckin reason!".."Nah nigga yhu buggin'. It's aii. You got niggas here fa yhu.".."...Een you?"
"Een me."
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Small update for dis boooook!! my style of writin has changed so it may look a lil wonky but you gon BE ALRIGHT.
