~Chapter 19

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              ANA'S POV

This place is beautiful. It's like a mountain but it isn't or should I say it's a like a hill? Yes like a hill but there are grasses on it. We climb up to the top part and sit down. From this top part you can see flying creatures clearly. You can also see a big lake

What a nice view anyway

"So..."

"It's beautiful" I said smiling

"I know right? I always come here when I need space and when I need to run away from things and you're the first person I'm bringing here" he looked at the sky and back at me. Our eyes meet and I removed my face

"Why did you say that?" Chris asked

"Say what?" Of course i know what he's talking about. I didn't think that he'll take it serious

"About me being the cause" he turned to look at me

"I .... I don't know. You kissed me and said it was a mistake'' I looked down at my thigh

"I'm sorry for kissing you. I still don't mind doing it again" he smirked evilly

"What?" I look at him. "You said it was a mistake'' I stated

"Mistakes can always repeat itself"

"Where did you get that quote from. It's not good for mistake to repeat itself. You learn from your mistakes''

"There's nothing to learn from this one and if a mistake repeats itself...it's no longer a mistake. So it's not bad if this particular mistake repeats itself" he raised his eyebrow at me

"You're unbelievable" I tried to hide my red cheek with my hair

"To be honest, I don't know if that kiss was a mistake'' he played with his fingers

"Must you always bring her home?" Oops it slipped out.

Mind 1: Maybe we should start sewing your vocals. Since you slip out words anyhow. Deal?

Mind 2: Very rude!

Shut up. I just made a mess of myself.

"Uh...she's my girlfriend" he looked at me weirdly

"Sorry...it wasn't for you"

"You don't feel comfortable with us together?" He shifts close to me

"Not that. It's just that I ...."

"Look at me" he cuts me off

"No. I can't" I removed my face from my lap and look at the lake.

"Why?" He cups my face and turns it towards him and i close my eyes. I get lost in his eyes whenever I look at them.

"You can't?" He whispered

"I can't" I still shut my eyes. His lips touches mine and he kisses me but I don't kiss back.

"Forget about anything and kiss me please" he said as he crashes his lips into mine and I kiss back. Even if this is not right, I still always want to touch him and feel him. Am I okay?

He breaks the kiss and holds my hand. "I still don't know why I love kissing you. I don't understand myself ever since you came into the picture, Ana. But honestly I don't want you to think that I am using you okay? Don't put the things we do to heart. Or, do u love me?"

Love? I don't know. Maybe, maybe not.

"I... I don't" I don't know anything. I don't know what it feels like to be in love

"Have you been in love before?"

"No" I shake my head

"Wow! Did I steal your first kiss?"

"No" I shut my eyes. Mr lucky did. You only stole my first real kiss, if there's anything like that

"I don't understand"

"It was forcefully taken"

"Only kiss or was something else attached?" He asked with a lot of concern.

"I don't know. Can we not talk about it?" I rested my head on his shoulder

"I'm here for you. Feel free to open up to me when you're ready to" He pats my hair

"Till then" I smiled

" How is your past like? Describe it with one word"

"Bitter" I swallowed my saliva

"Ice cream?"

Ahh thanks for changing subject

"Yeah. Vanilla" I raised my head up

"Okay then" he stands up and pulled me up. We walk up to his bike and climb on it. He climbs first and I copy his action. I hold him tight and he puts on his helmet and speeds off.

"Don't you think you should slow down so that we don't pass the ice cream shop?" I yelled so he can hear me.

"Nope. We're going home" he yelled, back

How about the ice cream

"Huh? But why?" He doesn't say anything. So he was joking with me. He packs his motorbike in the parking lot and I get down and fold my arms

"Why you looking at me like that?" He smirks

"You lied to me" I pout

"Lied? I didn't" he chuckled

"Then where is the ice cream?"

"Oh! Were we supposed to get one?" He keeps a surprised expression

"Really?" I opened my mouth. "Are you being serious right now?"

"Uhh" he scratched the back of his neck

"I want ice cream!" I pout like a baby and put up a puppy eye

"How old are you? Five?"

I slapped his chest and he laughed

"Get in first"

"No. I want ice cream" I cried but no tears included

"We'll order. I didn't buy because you aren't putting on your jacket and we didn't take a car"

"Oh! That's thoughtful of you" I smiled

"Piggyback?'' he asked and squats a little bit

"I won't miss it for anything" I jumped on his back and he carries me inside

I still don't know where we stand after kissing.

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A quick question for y'all

If you were Ana would you let repeat what he once called a mistake?🙄

Do you have a favorite place where you stay to think and fine inner peace?

-Dame Cherie❤️

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