" The Metanoia," 🤍 [JJK // FF°▪︎°]

part 6

Yn pov

"It has been 4 days since I last saw mr jeon after that accidentally kiss incident it's still fresh in my head every time I think about that moment it always make me blush so hard and all the time butterflies occurs in my stomach I can't hold my feelings instead I fell for him more and more everyday which is definitely not right I know but my heart is so stubborn it always beat faster whenever I thought about him I didn't dare to face him due to embarrassment and shame.., meanwhile my ankle sprain is not fully recovered yet but it's much better than before and I'm fresher in uni so I have to avoid being absent in my class so I'm all set to go today at uni...,

"You get off from the bus and clenched the strips of your bag on your shoulders.., then you rushed in hurry towards your class thus far you're late ,

" o jesus help me he will kill me if I don't appear in class on time ..., you whispered while rushing towards your class ,

Yn pov

"May I come In mr jeon, ..., i said positioning myself on the main door of class struggling for my breaths ...

" he turned in the direction of mine and crossed his arms over his chest.., my heart skip a beat when he stare directly into my eyes and now  the fear of punishment is taking over me,  maybe he's mad because of kiss incident.

" ms kim yn you again late in class ? ...." Mr jeon stern, husky deep voice echoed inside the class, I kept my head low not able to match his gaze  .

" ms yn do you hear me or not
..., His voice again resonate in class but this time with irritated tone .

" I lift my head up and glance at his face which is holding vex in his dark brown luminous eyes as annoying expression is clear on his face .

"Mr je- jeon i I'm sorry I missed my b- bus and came here from second one .., I utter struggling between words not capable of speaking by the cause of anxiety occurring in my entire organs ..,

" come in but you have to stand in the class during entire lecture got it ..., He spoke with his calm yet husky voice unlacing his arms over his chest.

" I nod and proceed my steps to my seat which is on last desk I can heard the silent yet hear able laugh of students,

" mr jeon has already continued with his on going lecture the feeling of humiliation is spreading all over my body I don't know why but this professor somehow hates me I was just 5 min late in class , he all the time let other students enter in class
But Scold me for being little late which makes me feel like I'm the worst student for him this is not fair maybe I'm not perfect but I'm not bad tho ...

" I brushed aside my thoughts and position myself in a standing way as I don't want to get humiliated by him more...,

"30 min had past already and I'm still standing like a statue my legs are giving up on me as I'm on my last legs now I couldn't even concentrate on lecture, so more ankle is aching again and I'm too exhausted now I have to stand for myself , tears are building up in my tired eyes out of clue .

"Stay strong yn , go for it you're not weak.., I myself uttered and rubbed the tiny drop of tear from my cheek I never ever in my  entire life dare to speak to my any teacher in my school days this is too much , its over from my head now ..,

"mr jeon I'm sorry to say but punishing me like this just for being 5 min late in your lecture is not fair at all I'm standing here from last 30 min don't you think its too much ?

" I vocalize in audacious tone gathering all the determination and courage in me the fear of being punished by him already taken over me but I knew I'm not wrong he is the one who is treating me like a cheap one..,