RESTRICTED CHAPTERS: A Star My Hands Can Never Hold

Chapter Twenty: "I'll be your sinner in secret, when the lights go out..."

"I want you inside me."
I stopped and whispered to his ear as my hand traveled down his chest.
"You're begging..."
He giggled softly as he carefully laid me down. I didn't say a word and just waited for his next move. "Hmm..." Hindi ko na napigilang mapaungol nang halikan niya ako sa aking leeg, habang ang isang kamay niya ay pinaglalaruan ang nipple ko. Ilang saglit pa ay bumangon siya para hubarin ang kanyang pantalon at nakita ko na naman ang namumukol niyang alaga. He was wearing a gray CK underwear. Tanaw na tanaw ko na naman ang kanyang perpektong hugis na katawan. Para siyang isang anime figurine na naging tao sa tinataglay niyang kagwapuhan. Hindi ko na nga alam kung kililigin ba ako o matu-turn on habang ngumingiti siya ng mapang-asar bago ulit pumaibabaw sakin.
"Yeppeoyo..." (You're pretty)
"Na yeppeo jinjjayo? (I'm pretty? Really?)
Nagulat pa siya nang sagutin ko siya in Korean at mas lalong napangiti.
"Jeongmal neomu yeppeo~"

Teka, ano nga ulit ang ibig-sabihin ng 'neomu' at 'jeongmal'? Aish~ Dapat talagang mag enroll na ako sa isang Korean class para hindi ako umasa sa YouTube eh.

"I said it's true, you're pretty."
Wala na, kinikilig na ako~
I took my phone and opened Spotify, just so I can listen to my favorite playlist...

Now Playing: Runaway With Me by Carly Rae Jepsen

"Where were we?"
He bit his lip then playfully said, "Rawr~" as he started to kiss me again. Natatawa kami pareho habang naghahalikan. Hindi na tuloy ako makapag focus. Hahaha!
He started to play with his tongue as he reached for my pajamas and inserted his hand, kaya napatigil ako sa pagtawa at napalitan ito ng mahinang ungol.
"That's better," he looked at me then smirked. His voice is too sexy, it's like music to my ears. The man right in front of me is no longer the Cha Eun-woo who has a picture-perfect visuals and charming personality that we all know – this side of him is the real Lee Dong-min. His personality is completely different when we're in bed, and I want to be the only one who witnesses this hidden side of him, the only woman who could own him.

"Sshh..."
He covered my mouth with his finger as I started to moan softly. He's now exploring into my warmth, at alam kong nababasa na ito ng sobra dahil sa kanyang ginagawa. Hindi ko na napigilan ang sarili at niyakap ko siya ng mahigpit habang patuloy niyang pinaglalaruan ang kaloob-looban ko.
"Are you ready?"
I nodded instead of saying a word. The way he's making me feel is too powerful that I couldn't even move my lips. He crawled on the bed, bit the garter of my pajamas along with my panties then he took his underwear off.
There, his cock flashed right in front of me for the third time. He kissed my leg and all the way up to my pussy.

Naglagay siya ng unan sa likuran ko at inalalayan akong i-posisyon ang sarili. I am now leaning on the headboard as he positioned himself. He held his cock, then gently pressed it against mine. I tried to be silent so I bit my lip, and as his cock reached my clit, I could no longer control.
Hinawakan niya ang kamay ko at hinalikan ang aking palad bago siya nagpatuloy.
It drives me crazy every time he rubs his cock, head first on my clit. I could feel how hard he is, and I begged for more.

"A-Aahh~"

He fiercely looked at me and before I could cover my mouth to stop myself from moaning, he already pushed his cock inside deeply, so deep that I felt pain again, as if it was my first time. He stopped and giggled, "Manager might hear you." And I was embarrassed.

"I-I'll try to be gentle..."

Kinakapa ko ang kama at hindi ko na alam kung saan kakapit. Pinipigilan ko ang pag-ungol at hindi ko ito magagawa ng ganun-ganon na lang. Para na naman akong sinasaniban nang bumilis ang kanyang pag galaw at naririnig ang friction sa pagitan namin. It was so intense na paulit-ulit kong binabangon ang ulo ko dahil sa sarap.
Bigla siyang tumigil at pinahiga ako completely para ipatong ang mga paa ko sa kanyang balikat.

Muli niyang sinagad ang kanyang ari dahilan para takpan ko ng unan ang mukha ko dahil hindi ko na talaga mapigilan ang pag-ungol ng malakas. I found myself screamin. In pain and how good it felt at the same time.
Kinuha niya ang unan mula sa ulo ko at yumakap sakin. I wrapped my legs around his waist at dahan-dahan siyang nag grind.

"B-Babi... I–It feels—so... good..."
"You–You're so good..."

Rinig na rinig ko ang paghahabol niya sa kanyang hininga nang muli niyang binilisan ang pag galaw. Napapangiti akong hinihimas ang kanyang likod dahil sa sarap ng kanyang mga ungol. Ang lamig ng kanyang boses, at gustong-gusto ko itong ulitin.

I tapped his back at tumigil siya para lingunin ako. He waited.

"Can we film ourselves?"

Siguro ay hindi niya inasahan ang nasabi ko, pero tumawa siya ng mahina, hinugot ang kanyang ari at at bumangon para kunin ang kanyang cellphone.

"I didn't know you can be this wild..."
Sabi niya pa at pinindot ang record button.
Tumingin kami sa camera at inutusan niya akong tumuwad. 

Kumapit ako sa headboard ng kama and tried to look sexy on cam. Dahil mahaba ang buhok ko ay kanya itong hinawakan. Bigla ba naman niyang hinampas ang aking pwet kaya napatawa akong nililingon siya. He playfully made a rawr face at lumingon ulit sa cam habang pinapasok niya na ulit sa loob ko.

"Hmm..."

Sabay kaming nakatingin sa camera habang ang isa niyang kamay ay nakahawak sa buhok ko. He kept on spanking me habang siya'y bumibilis. His biceps were showing, and seeing it on cam made me want all of him even more.
Dahil nagpipigil ako sa pag-ungol, ang tanging naririnig lang namin sa kwarto ay ang music at ang tunog ng kanyang marahas na galaw. Muli akong nawalan ng lakas dahilan para ihiga ko ang aking ulo. Nakatingin lang ako sa camera at walang kalaban-laban.

"Babi, face the camera?"

He pulled his cock out then leaned it on the lamp. Humarap ako sa camera na nakatuwad parin at muli niya itong ipinasok. I wanted to look good, but I couldn't control my facial expressions. Nakanganga ako at napapatirik nalang ang mga mata when he started getting rough. He pounded me as if he couldn't get enough. Matagal siyang labasan, kaya kailangan ko pang lumaban.
Ipinatong niya ang kanyang ulo sa aking balikat at ipinasok ang kanyang daliri sa aking bibig. I let my tongue out at parang isang pokpok na sarap na sarap sa ginagawa namin ngayon. He grabbed my neck, bit my ear at walang-tigil akong inaararo.

"Oh– my God..."
"Sshh..."
"F*ck— ahh... ahh... hmmm!"

Niyakap niya ako mula sa likod nakaluhod na kami pareho sa kama ngayon. He grasped my breast while his other arm is wrapped around my neck. Para akong nagmamakaawa sa kanyang tigilan ito at pagkatapos at nagtagal yun ng isang minuto o higit pa. Umupo siya at sumandal kaya pumatong ako sa kanya at ipinasok ito ulit. I started grinding, and he was impatient. Ipinatong niya ang kanyang hita sa akin, performing the scissors position. Sagad na sagad na naman ang kanyang ari sa loob. I couldn't balance myself kaya isinandal ko ang mga kamay ko for support nang bigla siyang naging agresibo at muling lumuhod. Napahiga ako sa lakas ng kanyang pag galaw at hindi mapigilang galawin ang aking ulo from side to side. Tumagal kami sa posisyong yun.

Para bang hindi siya nagiging kontento sa bawal position na ginagawa namin hanggang sa bumalik kami sa unang pumaibabaw siya sakin, dahan-dahang gumiling at muli akong hinalikan.
Bumangon siya at sinabing, "I'm—cumming!" Muntik akong mapasigaw nang pabagsak niya itong ipinasok, he went rough and deep again and it lasted for almost a minute. I gasped for air as I felt the warm, sticky liquid inside my pussy. He fell on my chest then held my hand.

We were, once again, catching our breath.

"So we'll piss off the neighbors
In the place that feels the tears
The place to lose your fears
Yeah, reckless behavior
A place that is so pure, so dirty and raw
In the bed all day, bed all day, bed all day
Fucking and fighting on
It's our paradise and it's our war zone
It's our paradise and it's our war zone"

(Pillowtalk by Zayn Malik)