TRIGGER WARNING! MATURE! GRAPHIC! ASSAULT, EATING DISORDER, CHEATING, SEX, SEXUAL ASSAULT, ABUSE, TORTURE, STALKING!!!!!!!!
I've known Rowan my entire life. He's been my brothers best friend since childhood. But what happens when he tells me he want...
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"So what do you say?"
I looked my best friend Finley and groaned. Rolling my eyes. He was just sitting there staring at me.
I can't. I want to but I can't.
"Why? I mean you don't actually think that's a good idea do you? Last time I seen your sister she punched me in the fucking face. How exactly do you think me moving in will be a good idea?"
Finley looked at me and snorted a laugh. "She's over it. Besides you can't afford this place anyway without me. So even if you don't admit it, we both know you're gonna have to leave with me."
God I hate him. I really can't afford this fucking place without him, and he fucking knows it. Damnit.
I groaned and rubbed the back of my neck. "I fucking hate you. I'll go fucking pack."
Finley smiled and snorted as I got up. Walking towards my room.
"You're gonna love it. Plus Skyla is gonna be so excited."
How am I supposed to live with her? I've been in love with Skyla for years. Of course she doesn't know that. Neither does Finley. He would never fucking forgive me. Fuck she's so beautiful. How am I gonna survive living a few doors down from her?
I groaned internally and started packing. Finley knew he was moving for about two months now. So most of the place is already packed.
Thank god. FUCK I HATE MOVING!
It only took me four hours to pack. Then I grabbed my towel and headed for the shower. I needed a hot shower to sleep. I was definitely gonna be tossing and turning tonight. I already knew that.
I couldn't get Skyla out of my head. Every time I closed my eyes her face popped into my mind.
Fuck she's so beautiful.
I couldn't stop my inner thoughts. I couldn't stop fucking picturing my best friends little sister in my mind.
I let the hot water cover me. The heavy steam making me pant through the hot air. I closed my eyes picturing her. Letting her beauty completely overtake my mind. My hand running up and down my shaft.
When did I start jacking off?
Imagining her small hands on me. Panting as I pictured her and imagined her. Hoping she was in the shower with me. Imagining she was. Consuming me. Taking me. Feeling me.
God Skyla. This is gonna be so hard. Living with you and not being able to fucking touch you. Not being able to kiss you. She's your best friends sister. You can't go there Rowan. You can look but you can't touch her. EVER! You can never do that. You've done it practically your entire life.
The heat wafting in the air was making it hard to breathe. My heart beat pounding in my chest the closer I got. The hot water hitting every millimeter of my skin. My hand holding myself firmly. Me imagining her. The water on my skin, my hand on myself was her. Wishing it was her.
