「"Things aren't gonna get worse, right? Right..?"」
「After a week, G feels better and then enjoys himself for a while along with the other letters, including his own friends. But suddenly, the same incident has occurred to happen once again, but it b...
For the past several minutes, I was still overthinking about what the fuck I have just said in front of the letters at the Pizza party. And yet I couldn't believe what I have done.
I glorified myself and threw the blame on others, only for myself to run away as far as possible?
Seriously. I feel like.. I'm such a mess. I thought to myself, starting to sob once again. What the fuck was I thinking..?
I simply got down to the ground and then cried, letting my flowing tears run from my careless eyes while I start to hear some steps approaching behind my purple back.
I didn't turn around to see who it was, since I was too afraid to think about what they would think to me. Would they think of me as either "Childish" or "Stupid"?
I only heard the steps getting closer, and I was scared. I thought I was going to get KILLED for that.
But unfortunately, it was F. F HIMSELF, staring right at me as I turned around at a fast pace for once.
"Wh.. What do you want..?!" I angrily sobbed in front of him.
"Look. I know that you have been stressed out lately, but what made you LIKE this?" F asked me while he looked down on me who was tearing up so much to the point where I just want to stay away from F. Seriously.. what even is he doing here, anyway?
I was breathing heavily, and then I tried not to break down into tears even more, trying to clear out my own sore yet sick-feeling throat.
"I wasn't appreciated by L when he was asked on what his biggest accomplishment in his life is.. and he mentioned M with his help, and not me. I chased X and defeated as much as I possibly could, and... when I stood up for myself, the letters were staring at me like I didn't exist, and not to mention.. they didn't even feel BAD for me one bit..!"
And after my last sentence, I let all of my tears down to the floor, breaking down to the ground once again while F looks down at me like a useless bitch.
But suddenly, F sighed heavily and bent down to me, looking straight at my face with no sudden movement.
F took a deep breath before saying his sentence. "I'm sorry G, But.."
"..I don't understand what you're saying."
My eyes shrunk in fear. "You.. you WHAT!?"
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"You heard me. I do NOT understand, for what you are trying to say at this point." F replied back with an unsatisfied look on his face.
"H- How..? Just.. how-?!" I replied back while showing more flowing tears down my eyes.
F made a loud, annoyed sigh. "Do you not understand yourself? Also, let me get this straight: You flat out overreacted in a game of "Truth or dare" just because L mentioned M and not you?"