Best Friends ..... Maybe - Choi Soobin

Night time tears

Luna put on her coat that Soobin had chosen for her and left her dorm being careful not to wake up her sleeping friend.

She walked down to Soobin's dorm and knocked softly.

He opened the dorm and told her to wait while he put on his coat and beanie.

Let's go he said finally.

No wait. Luna tiptoed up and fixed Soobin's beanie.

There you go now it's perfect. She said with a smile.

Just like you. Soobin said which made Luna blush.

They walked out of the building in silence.

Is beomgyu asleep? Luna asked finally breaking the silence.

Soobin smirked looking at her.

What?

He's one a 'date' with Taehyun. He replied cheekily.

A date? At this time?

Well they were meant to watch a movie together but beomgyu never came back so I guess he's just staying at Taehyun's.

Hmm. Luna hummed smiling.

They're so cute right?

I know. I love their relation.

I wish I had someone like that. Soobin whispered but loud enough for Luna to hear.

Soobin. Luna said
Are you ok?
You look very down?
Is it because of what happened earlier?
Is it because of that jerk?
Did he say something to you?

Wow babe that's ALOT of questions right there.

I'm not your 'babe'

Ye whatever.

Dont act like you don't enjoy it.

Pls shut up and answer my questions.

Soobin sighed a big sigh.

Let's sit down somewhere. Hmm?

Ok.

They sat down on the nearest bench just the both of them in the shivering cold.

Spill binnie.

So basically my whole life I haven't had much actually we had just enough to be well off and I've always felt useless.

I've always felt like I don't matter to anyone I just want to be loved by someone I deserve.

But the thing is I don't deserve anyone..

*Long pause*

Especially not you.

Luna looked at him in shock

He was crying.

She gasped.

Soobin don't cry please. She begged while hugging him.

It's ok.

Soobin felt good in her hug but he knew not to get too comfy.

He was convinced that Luna would leave him.

Soobin if anything it's ME I don't deserve you.

You're perfect.

You're tall, good looking and cute.she said
But that's only the outside. She continued

Today I'll tell you what you fail to see about yourself.

Soobin you are AMAZING.
You are the best person I've ever met.

Why?

Why? Well because whenever you're around all my worries automatically just disappear.

I feel content with life.

You're existence is like a cure.

It heals my wounds.

It helps me find true happiness.

Soobin you really really are the best.

There's no one like you.

In the whole world.

(I would just like to say I'm so sad to hear about Moonbin's death.
I'm literally in shock.
Guys we're loosing idols!!!
This is not ok we have to protect them
They're precious.
Rest in peace my love moonbin 🕊️)