WONDERLAND | Charles Leclerc

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Y/N's POV:

I got scared as hell as the other nurse took me and showed me Charles' room. The worst part was that I didn't know what to expect. Is he gonna be even alive? Those were the only thoughts in my head at the moment. I wasn't even thinking about the fact that I've told the nurse that I'm Charles' girlfriend and Charlotte heard it. But I'm not, we haven't got there just yet.

The nurse left and I got to open the door. I saw Arthur standing with his back turned to me, watching Charles. What calmed me down was the beeping monitor, he's alive. I went closer to the bed, from the opposite side Arthur was standing. Charles' eyes were closed, his hair were messy and you could still see the the wrinkles on his face from wearing the helmet.

"How did you get here?" Arthur asked calmly

"I- It's kind of a messy story, it doesn't matter, did they tell you something?" I asked getting Charles' hand and holding it, it felt weird, he wasn't answering...

"They didn't tell me nothing much just yet" He sighed "but he's definitely got a concussion and we're wating for him to wake up, if he does..."

"L-like he could not wake up?" I asked my eyes filling with tears once again

"They've said it's a miracle he's even alive and he's got nothing broken," He said

"Fuck, I'm so sorry" I started sobbing watching Charles and his forceless body

"Are you two like...something?" Arthur asked not being sure

"Well, I was hoping we could be" I chuckled from dispair wiping the tears of my cheeks

"So you're not dating?" He asked again

"No, but we're really close..." I sighed, I was still holding his hand tightly

"So you're like just friends?" I think he was trying to not to think about Charles' condition himself that's why he kept on asking

"I wouldn't say that either," I tried to give him a small smile

"Baby?" I heard Charles' cracked voice and I felt him squeeze my hand a little

I immediately looked his way "It's me, baby" I carressed his hand with my thumb

He tried to smile "you're here"

Arthur pressed the button to call the doctor.

"Of course I'm here" I started crying again "where else should I be?"

He was obviously week and he gave me one lazy smile.

"I'm so happy you're okay" I kissed him on his forehead gently so that I don't hurt him

The doctor came, we had to leave the room so that he can examine Charles. Me and Arthur got into the hallway where there was Charlotte sitting "so how is he?"

"He woke up, he's got a concussion and we'll find out more once the doctor examines him" I said

"Does she know?" Arthur asked

"She found out like 10 minutes ago" I sat next to her and so did Arthur

"So you really are his girfriend?! And you knew?" Charlotte rougly asked both of us

"I found out now" He answered

"I'm not his girlfriend, I've said it just so that she lets me in" I said

"Then why did you have his phone and everything? The kiss in the hotel, the nights y'all spend together?" Her eyes were full of tears...

"Because we're together, not oficially but we like each other and we're together almost everytime possible, he even spend yesterday night with me but you didn't know...I'm so sorry, I haven't got the courage to tell you earlier"

"And for how long is this going on?" She tried to stay calm, but we both knew this is definitely the end of our friendship

"Since...Imola" I sighed

"What?!" She asked out loud

"We kissed that night and since then the feelings are there...from my side of course" I kept on looking into the ground

"You fucking bitch" She chuckled ironically

"I know, I'm sorry" I whispered trying not to cry

"And who was the girl on his phone?"

I took out his phone out of my purse and showed her a wallpaper that wasn't currently set up, but the one with me "it was me"

"And you still played it of like that?!"

"Yes," I admitted "I know how much I fucked up, I'm sorry"

"Who knew?" She asked

"Just Carlos and he told Isa" I answered

"What?! You did tell them?"

"No, Carlos has seen me in Charles' room once, by an accident" I explained

"So the whole time that you were pretending like nothing is going on, you were fucking him" She laughed sarcastically

"Something like that" I whispered

"You're done." She got up "if you were a true fucking friend you would've stopped it and told me right away"

"Look, I wanted to," I stood up as well "the night we kissed for the first time I wanted to tell you the next day, but then I saw the message you sent me saying that you're not prepared to see him with someone else and I just couldn't do it"

"But you still shouldn't continue with it!"

"I couldn't stop falling in fucking love" I cried out

"You should've! He was your best friends ex, what a bitch you have to be to do something like that" She yelled back at me

"I'm a bitch, I fucking know what I've done but I've found someone who makes me truly happy"

"Good for you, but you have lost a friend" She turned around, her back facing me, leaving

Shorter today, I'm so sorry, but I'm done with life hahah I need some sleep❤️and I'm falling asleep while writing this

Love

A.