꧂𝐏𝐎𝐄𝐌𝐒 𝐖𝐈𝐓𝐇 𝐒𝐏𝐀𝐑𝐊𝐋𝐄 ꧁

SHE IS ME!!

She didn't only change the cities
But also a country;
She left everything beside
And come forward to accept everything 
But why no more her hardwork 
Is neither understable not acceptable 
She used to put all her ,
Determination, effort, hardwork ,consistency 
But why everything went to facile
She is losing all the hopes,
But she is still fighting for her dream 
All she want is not easy to get;
But it doesn't mean she is not trying for it.
She is still getting up after falling down
She had given her best in first try
But nothing workes in her favor 
She cried for a while,But then she stood once again
She get prepared herself with all physically and mentally, 
And given more best in second try,
But she fall again
After this she is listening all the toxic words
Yeah,she is broken, 
She had lost all the faith 
But still giving up towards her dream 
Or 
Changing the path or a dream
Was never going to be option for her
Of course she get fed ,
Towards her ownshelf, towards her own self confidence .
But she stood again once again
In a full of crowd filled with toxicity and negativity 
Who never get try to understand, 
That from what she is going through 
But only cursing her with there own those toxic words
She faced towards a bright morning sun rays 
And try to give herself once again one more chance,
But she failed again
Now she is all confidence 
Why ? Why people with unfair work are getting success 
But when she had done all truly
She Falling again and again 
But she never asked why this to me?
All she want to ask
 Why?even I put all my efforts 
Why it is not in my favor.
She is enough broken, She cried with a he'll, some of her nights went sleepless while staring roof top of her head.
Still she is collecting all her broken piece
And getting up for final 
Now let's hope that 
This Final don't disappoint her
And with this Final let's 
She filled with full Strongest Soul
And a confidence over herself 
For next year 
She will still give her all effort, hardwork, patience, consistency 
To make it happen 
But who knows ,
What this Final had stored for her.
But hope for everything .

                              ~Anjali Regmi Upadhyay
                              (26/04/2023)

This is my own story which I'm feeling from 2022-2023, my class 11 year which is based one real story which I decided to set a word in a form of poetry despite this is one most difficult and painful period for me,still  I didn't talk about it with neither of my friends nor anyone ,I only kept this with me and kept it as a poetry. 

          

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