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Old relationships do not end with the arrival of a new one! Whoever said this, it is a complete lie. We all have someone we call our own. 𝐁𝐄𝐒𝐓 𝐅𝐑𝐈𝐄𝐍𝐃 , right? We...
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Y/N’S POV
It has been hours since I texted him to ask why he went away and why he did not just meet up for the last time, but he has yet to respond. I waited for probably more than 6 hours.
I tried calling him, but his line was busy. Maybe he is busy talking to someone, but when I opened WhatsApp and texted him, he did not respond. When I noticed there was no double tick, my brow furrowed— had he taken his net off? Or what?
I attempted to call him via WhatsApp, but it still failed to connect. He does not have a profile picture on WhatsApp. He usually has one, so why not right now?
Then I wondered if he would block me?
No, why would he? He cannot block me. I needed to confirm, so I messaged the group. Everyone texted back, but he did not.
So I asked everyone why Jungkook was not responding, and the answer shocked me.
They claimed he left this group days ago. How had I not noticed? I questioned why he had left. According to them, Jungkook simply stated that he no longer wishes to be a member of this group.
Oh, I see.
I said goodbye to them and lay down on my bed. Wow, he is taking this issue too far. I understand that he is hurt, but blocking someone is not the best thing you can do right now.
I texted Shin and asked if Jungkook's profile picture was visible— she said yes. He blocked me, and tears began to flow from my eyes as I could not believe what I was hearing.
How could he accomplish this? How could he be so immature? He is going too far now.
After six months
Every day, I waited for him to unblock me, but it never happened. I even told other friends to tell him that I wanted to talk to him and asked why he blocked me.
And his response was, "I will not unblock her," and I am so confused right now. He never tried— it was only me who tried, and I guess he no longer wants to be friends with me.
Is this the end?
I believed we could last. However, the situation here is completely different.
If someone truly wants to stay with you, they will do so in any way possible— however, there are times when someone abruptly walks away from us without explanation and pretends that they never knew you or that you never existed to that person, and you know that friendship has ended.
It leaves you perplexed as to why they did that to you, but the answer will always remain a mystery.
They never cared about you, or your very existence. They simply pretend they do not know you, and you realise how selfish friendship is!
When you do a lot of things for that person and go to great lengths to make them happy and pursue them. And you never wanted them to leave, but they do, and you are suddenly heartbroken.
Again, they demonstrated to me that good things, including true friendship, do not last forever. Are they so dissatisfied with me that they gradually abandoned me?
How is this my fault?
I love them with all of my heart, but they always break me!
Just why?
Where is my fault? Is it my mistake to be desperately in love with someone? That everyone leaves me one by one? I hate it! Everyone is annoying me right now?
Is it really so difficult to maintain friendships with anyone? Like, am I not enough for them?I adore them, but they ultimately chose to betray me.
Why am I always getting hurt?
Why do I always break at the end? Why do I always miss them? Why do I always care about them? Do they ever love me like I love them?
Do they ever understand how hard I work to get them?
Why am I only putting effort into this relationship?
Why did they betray me? Am I really that bad that they abandon me one by one, leaving me all alone? I was scared of losing them.
But they leave right in front of me. I begged them to stay and apologized numerous times, but they still refused. They did not forgive me.
This shit does not tear me apart.
It freaking broke me.
I gave him a lot of love, but they betrayed me. I thought he would be with me forever, but I guess I was mistaken.
Now I am afraid to open up to people. Every time I open up to someone, they break me so hard that I am exhausted. I do not need to lose anything.
I'm already broke .
I'm scared to love someone.
They left me . Everyone started leaving me eventually, fate isn't with me. Am I at fault ?
Am I at fault?
They did not see the effort that went into establishing and maintaining the friendship?Am I really not enough?
