Its been 3 months since my first real heartbreak
3 months since the first time I cried so much, i souldnt breathe
3 months since the first time I wanted to cry to bad, I told my parents, "I'm going to sleep"
3 months since I realised how delusional I was
3 months since I realised that all we had was friendship, not love
3 months is how long I've kept this hope
That we're better as friends rather than alone
3 months that I thought would turn into years
But the only thing they turned into, were 3 years worth of tears
3 months that I can't forget
3 months I wish I never lived
3 months that I deeply regret
3 months that I would kill to live again
3 months of pain and for you, I'll do it all over again
