Why My Life Is So Hard

Social Anxiety

This means I am a person that doesn't do well in public.Basically,I am the definition of introvert. Since I'm finishing the 5th grade right now,that could look like things like isolating yourself from the rest of the class(I sit in the corner of the room),always crying over little things,having mood swings when I'm around other people,finding comfort in music,fidgeting,leg shaking,and negative emotions towards other people.Because of this condition,I tend to avoid eye contact,I find it hard to ask for help,and I want to always be alone because it feels easier.Also,it causes me to stutter in public,which is strange because at home I am a confident,smart,and eccentric young woman,but the moment I walk through the trailer door,my self-esteem lowers into the farthest parts of the Underworld.It also causes me to forget things but so does this next problem.