attracted to my daddy (COMPLETED)

Part 31

umupo kami ni Mommy sa kama ko.

"K-kapatid kita?" I asked the girl whose name is Navia

"No, my child." sagot ni Mommy. I gave them a confused look

"what?" I asked them. kumurap kurap ako ng ilang beses sa mukha ni Mommy "I still can't believe I am seeing your face again mommy." then it hit me. napatigil ako ng kakaunti "Oh my shit!! Am I dead too?! Sht! No!"

"Princess calm-"

"No! No! this can't be! Dad! I can't leave Dad alone!"

"Hindi ka pa patay, Princess. Hindi pa tayo patay."

"Then how can you explain this? All of this? Is this a dream?! You're dead, Mommy! Matagal na!"

"I am alive, Princess"

"No." I said in disbelief "I-I saw your body"

Yumuko naman si Mommy bago umiling iling "That wasn't me."

"W-what? Why?"

Umangat ng tingin si Mommy at tinignan si Navia. tumungo naman si Navia at lumabas ng kwarto.

Tumulo ang luha sa mata ko "I'm confused, Mommy. Ano ba talaga ang nangyayari sa paligid ko?"

nakita ko din ang pag tulo ng luha galing sa mga mata ni Mommy.

"Hindi ko alam kung saan mag sisimula-"

"The start, Mom. Start from the start."

"Nuon lagi akong nakakaramdam ng mga irregular bowel movements, I always feel cramps and discomfort sa abdomen ko.. Until one day I saw blood in my stool. I decided to consult a doctor... and there they said that I have Colon cancer.. Stage three." She paused and took a breath "I figured out not to tell you. Ayokong ubusin nyo ang pera para lang gamutin ako.."

Tears escaped from my eyes "but Mom-"

"So I decided to find someone to hire and pretend to be in a relationship with me.. Lumapit ako sa isa kong kaibigan but he then refereed me to his son. I despised his choice but nung nalaman ko na iiwan nya din naman pala ang family nya para sumama sa ibang babae ay naawa ako. I took the opportunity. I supported them financially. Their mom left them already. And Sean helped me na mag panggap na kabit ko.. Mas gugustuhin ko pang magalit kayo sa akin kesa masaktan kayo sa pag kawala ko. Ayokong iwan kayo ng walang pera dahil sinubukan nyong gamutin ang sakit ko. The day na umalis ako at iwan ko kayo ni Sean pumunta ako nun sa States to book an operation. I came back dahil ayokong mag hinala ka."

"b-but what about the body-"

"When Sean left me I was scared na baka hindi na matupad yung plano ko.. yung plano na hindi mo dapat malaman.. Alam kong kukuhain ka ng daddy mo sakin kaya I also knew na pag mamamatay ako.. ako lang mag isa but things turned out not quite as planned. I was searching for Sean that night nang may tumutok sa akin ng kutislyo and took my things. Sean showed up and saved me umalis sila and after nun sumabog yung sinasakyan nilang kotse."

"That's why they have your things..." there I cried. Lumapit ako kay Mommy at agad na niyakap ito. "Akala ko hindi na ulit kita mayayakap, Mommy.."

Hinagod hagod naman ni Mommy ang likod ko "me too, my daughter"

Humiwalay ako sa pag kakayakap nito at duon ko nasilayan ang mukha nya ng malapitan. Medyo namayat ito at may eyebags na and buhok nitong mahaba ay medyo nanipis na..

Naluha ako ng makita ko ang epekto ng sakit na iniinda ng Mommy ko. Naiinis ako sa sarili ko dahil all this time naiinis ako sa kanya ng walang tamang rason.

"Mommy.. I-I am sorry for being the worst daughter ever. All the time na mag kasama tayo after nyong mag hiwalay ni Dad I've been always shutting myself away from you. Nagalit ako ng wala sa lugar. I said things that a normal daughter wouldn't say to her Mom. Sorry for giving you a pain in the ass, always."

"You are not the worst my baby.. How can you be the worst kung anak kita? Nonsense.." She paused as she caressed my face "You will always be the best daughter any Mom would want to have. You're loving, strong, understanding and brave. You will always be an enough reason for me to find happiness and strength. You will always be enough to make me smile."

"Y-you can't die, Mommy. Please don't" I begged her. "I can't loose you again.." I cried even harder just by the thought of loosing my Mom once again.

"There, there." Itinaas nito ang ulo ko hanggang sa nag kita ang paningin namin "You know Mommy can't promise that to you, Princess. I am trying to fight it but it seems like my time has really come."

"W-what?"

"The operation didn't succeed, Princess. My body rejects the medicines I am taking and my body won't cope with the chemo theraphy. My cancer leveled up to stage four.." She said and I was shocked.

Parang tinaga ng ilang kutsilyo ang puso ko ng malaman ko na kahit sya ay nawawalan na nang pag asa

"P-pero may way pa naman diba, Mommy? Tell me there's still a way. I can't loose you again Mom especially that I know everything. The pain will kill me, Mommy. Don't leave me. I can't"

Mommy burst in to tears as she held me. Pinikit ko ang mata ko habang yakap yakap ako ng Mommy ko. Ang Mommy ko na mahal na mahal ako. Ang Mommy ko na handang isakripisyo ang lahat para sa pamilya. Ang Mommy ko na hindi na mag tatagal dito sa tabi ko.

"I wan't you to be strong, Prince-"

"No, Mommy! Don't! Wag kang mag papaalam, please. Don't act like that.. Tatagal ka pa, Mommy. Diba?" I asked and she just nodded

"Mommy will try.. Mommy will"

**

A nurse took Mom away. Gabi na daw kasi at kailangan nya nang mag pahinga kaya naiwan ako dito sa kwarto ko ng mag isa na hindi pa din makamove on sa sinabi ni Mommy.

"Okay lang naman ate na iiyak mo yan" sabi ni Navia sabay hawak ng kamay ko na maigting nakahawak sa comforter ng kama nang hindi ko man lang namamalayan.

Kagat labi at maluha luha akong nag angay ng tingin sa kanya "Hindi ko alam ang gagawin ko.."

"Give her the best memories ate. Give it to her while you still can."

Tumulo ang luha ko at tumungo

"Osige ate. Papasok na ako sa kwarto ko. You should rest." Sabi nya bago lumabas

Kakasara nya lang ng pintuan ng bumukas ito ulit at iniluwa ang lalaking kanina ko pa hinahanap.