{ Crash queens } Party poison x reader

CHPT 1. I miss the misery.

! the backstory is in the description! also Lilith is 7( i call her Lilly for short )

you had just finished arguing over your daughter, Lilith with Party because she had broken one of Party's stupid action figures.

"he hates me now, mommy i said i was sorry.." Lilly said as she started to weep

"C'mon Lilly, Party is  just being a drama queen, i'm sure he doesn't hate you." I tried to cheer her up but to no avail. It was 8 PM so you decided to put Lilly to bed.

 after i put Lilly to bed, i was asked to perform at the hideout which is a bar, i've sometimes performed at the hideout because i  had wrote songs before 2019 but ever since Bl/ind had taken over I really couldn't continue. The hideout sometimes asked me to perform but ever since i had a child and i really couldn't perform. 

{TIME SKIP}

| Parties POV |

"stupid doll, who does she think she is? they are action figures! for destorya's sake, she cant even get it right. I do feel bad for making Lilith cry though, I didn't mean to, my emotions just took over

Ghoul walked in and started to lecture me about what i just did "what the fuck party, why were you just screaming at a 7 year old?!" he practically yelled at me. 

"as if i didn't feel bad enough ghoul and now  i have you on my tail now, im going to the bar"                                                                                                                                                                                                             "Oh because of course you are" ghoul said as if i had down this a million times before.

| AT THE BAR | 

| READERS POV | 

As soon i got there i started to set up i had asked my friends, ghost cloud to play bass and envy apple to play drum while i play the guitar. 

When we finished setting up, we started to play one of my newer songs " I miss the misery" i started to write it after me and party had another fight. 

| PARTYS POV | 

when i ordered a beer i started to her a familiar voice start to talk. 

" I wrote this song after a very famous bright red head" and then i saw her Y/K/J/N                                  she's talking about me. what could i have possibly done to make her hate me? i mean shes the asshole. 

*music starts to play* 

this is the music and this is party's thoughts

Oh, I miss the misery

if the songs about me, whats she trying to say? i thought as i took a sip of my beer

I've been a mess since you stayed
I've been a wreck since you changed

Don't let me get in your way
I miss the lies and the pain
The fights that keep us awake

I'm telling youI miss the bad things
The way you hate me
I miss the screaming
The way that you blame me

excuse me, she blames me for gods sake.

Miss the phone calls
When it's your fault
I miss the late nights
Don't miss you at all

I like the kick in the face
And the things you do to me

I love the way that it hurts
I don't miss you, I miss the misery

I've tried but I just can't take it
I'd rather fight than just fake it ('cause I like it rough)

oh ok, didn't know she was like that as a sinful grin marked on my face

You know that I've had enough
I dare ya to call my bluff
Can't take too much of a good thing

I'm telling youI miss the bad things
The way you hate me
I miss the screaming
The way that you blame me
Miss the phone calls
When it's your fault
I miss the late nights
Don't miss you at all

I like the kick in the face
And the things you do to me
I love the way that it hurts

I don't miss you, I miss the miseryJust know that I'll make you hurt
(I miss the lies and the pain what you did to me)

When you tell me you'll make it worse
(I'd rather fight all night than watch the TV)

I hate that feeling inside
You tell me how hard you'll try
But when we're at our worst

I miss the miseryI miss the bad things
The way you hate me
I miss the screaming
The way that you blame me

I miss the rough sex

it was only a few times..

Leaves me a mess
I miss the feeling of pains in my chest
Miss the phone calls
When it's your fault
I miss the late nights
Don't miss you at all

I like the kick in the face
And the things you do to me
I love the way that it hurts

I don't miss you, I miss the misery
I don't miss you, I miss the misery
I don't miss you, I miss the misery

| READERS POV | 

as we finished the set, i couldn't help but notice who was sitting the back with a sinful grin on his face like he had just made a deal with the devil.

goddamnit.

( idk if that was good cuz i dont write feel free it critizies it idk how to spell that) 

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