Why did you do it

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( g!p)

I was sitting in bed with another woman in my arms and regret fills me what had I done how was I going to tell Jill I don't know how I ended up in this bed I can't remember all that I can remember is going to a club with some friends shit had they see me I get out of the bed I put my clothes on and fined my phone 20 missed calls 138 text messages by the looks of it nobody knows where I am I don't ether

I leave the house and get an Uber home the car stops after 30 minutes I get out and go to the door i open it and sitting on the couch is Jill dvd Beth Leah Jordan and Lisa Jill springs up off the floor and hugs me " where have you been I've called and texted you "

I pull out of the hug and put my shoes away " I just stayed at a hotel I was to drunk to drive and it was cheaper to get a hotel room the an Uber "

3 months later

It's eating me up I had cheated on Jill but she didn't know nobody new a thing she knows something is up because I've been more distant I didn't know how to tell anyone of the stupid thing I had did that night the woman had tried to contact me but I ignored her

I'm currently sitting in my hotel room in Manchester we where here for a game I don't know how to say it because I know when I do it will kill Jill I do t know why I did it she is the most beautiful intelligent women I know

I get up and open the door we had open trying I get to the bus and go to the only open seat that was alone the bus started to move we where 10 minutes in to the drive when I get a message Instagram my hart sunk at the text

Kelsey
If you aren't going to answer me I will just have to see you in person see you soon 😘

I don't know what she was going to do but I have a bad feeling about this

15 minutes later we arrive at the training ground we go in to the locker room I guess I was looking a bit paranoid and sick Beth came up to me to talk " you ok you look a bit paranoid "

I didn't know what to say it was all going to come out soon what was I meant to say no the person I cheated on with Jill is here I guess I just have to lie then " yeah I'm good all good "

Maybes she was just lying to try get me to respond yeah maybe it was just that

We change and go out to the pitch to practice I look around and I can't see her she must've been lying we where done I had some conversation with some of the team but I didn't really talk I just listened

We when to see the fans when I spotted her I felt sick I quickly go up to her " what are you doing here "

She look at me " I told you I was now we need to talk " I looked around to see if any of the team was nearby they weren't I let her on to the pitch and dragged her to the tunnel nobody was there " what do you want "

She put her hand on her belly " I just thought I would tell you I was pregnant " the thing about me is that I was born different I was born the bit of a woman but the lower bit of a man
So it was possible that I was the mother

" I i don't believe you " she pulls something out of her bag it was a pregnancy test it was positive

What the fuck I'm I meant to do I had cheated on Jill and got the other woman pregnant " can I call you later can talk about this " she didn't say anything but just walked away

At some point I must of started to cry because Katie Lisa and Beth walked pass to the changing room but they must of saw me because 3 worried face started to come at me Beth was the first one to talk " you ok why are you crying " I just looked at the 3 and let out a sob god what had I done

I just sit there and shake my head what the fuck had I done Katie was the next to speak " do you want us to get Jill " at that sentence I just look them and shake my head Lisa was next to speak " what's wrong what happened " I look at the 3 in the lowest voice i have I whispered " I cheated on Jill " they all looked confused Beth was the first to speak " what did you say you where speaking to quiet "

I look down ashamed of what I was about to say " I cheated on Jill and now the other woman is pregnant "

All I hear is somebody from behind me say " what the fuck " I turn around and there Jill was tears streaming down her face she looked so betrayed and hurt

I had fucked up and I know I did

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This is crap I know

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