Just poetry

My anxiety

I tried to note down my anxiety,
But these words have no gravity,
My thoughts float with levity,
Because my mind has lost its sanity,

I tried to note down my anxiety,
My actions now of blasphemy,
Every memory now on a waiting list,
So ready to bring back the pain to me,

I tried to note down my anxiety,
I still fear that no one really loves me,
I'd say my faith is what's holding me,
But I've lost hope in the one I should believe in,

I tried to note down my anxiety,
But my feelings are always confusing me,
Because sometimes I just want to be alone,
But I'm so scared of feeling lonely,

I tried to note down my anxiety,
Because my words are never heard,
They ask me where my misery goes,
But they should probably ask my poetry.

S.B.D7