Are You Alright?

Chapter 2: Romanticising shit

In this chapter, trigger warnings are applicable.
At T/W 1, a trigger warning for conversation of self-harm is applied. At T/O 1, it's safe to continue reading.

Lonely Boy Today at 22:22
Damn I didn't know you could sing
Too bad you rickrolled me in the process

Desidereris Today at 22:33
oh fuck I forgot these walls are that thin
be happy I play a bard and not a barbarian
otherwise you would've heard me scream like a warrior or sth

Lonely Boy Today at 22:33
?
What are you doing then?

Desidereris Today at 22:34
dnd
yk the roleplay game with dice
I expected that youd be a player or sth ngl

Lonely Boy Today at 22:34
The fuck?
Why?

Desidereris Today at 22:35
idk babe you're gay like that
or neurodivergent
or a major nerd
or sth else I'm forgetting
in any case you just gave off that 'I roleplay' energy
why you never did it before?

Lonely Boy Today at 22:36
Roleplaying?
I mean yeah, I used to, but not anymore
And probably as a child

Desidereris Today at 22:36
bruh as a child EVERYBODY roleplays
like play pretend is just that
roleplay
and that's very slay

Lonely Boy Today at 22:37
I mean
I suppose I roleplay still
Not as much as I used to
But no DND

Desidereris Today at 22:38
I mean you need friends for that so fair

Lonely Boy Today at 22:38
No reason to be a bitch

Desidereris Today at 22:38
violated :skull:
LMAOO
sorry mate I couldn't help myself
anyway sorry if I made too much sound today
usually the session are on Sunday evenings so expect this to become weekly but just let me know if it's too loud

Lonely Boy Today at 22:39
No, it's okay
I just noticed it, that's all

Desidereris Today at 22:40
ok but if not you have to tell me
Jared also always sayd that he just notices it but I know he's just too scared to hurt my feelings for no reason
I've had to take care of the most annoying children, I can handle a manchild too
yes I'm talking about you

Lonely Boy Today at 22:41
The fuck? Why?

Desidereris Today at 22:41
mweeehh mwehhh I don't want to listen to jared, I'm a little baby, I can't have life be about me for once
not saying you're arrogant, just saying you're being too much of a bitch to/about Jared imo
or maybe you're just insecure like that
ykwim
you have so low self-esteem and are insecure about your hobbies so when jared shows some sort of confid3nce in what he enjoys and he tells you about them you are jealous of him
bc you can't do that

Lonely Boy Today at 22:42
Or he's just annoying

Desidereris Today at 22:42
only when he drags it on but that ain't what happened
also sorry for psychoanalysing you
V is just a psychology student so she tends to do that quite a bit and I kinda try to do it too cuz I think it's funny
and I just pick it up

Lonely Boy Today at 22:43
V is Batman right?

Desidereris Today at 22:43
yep

Lonely Boy Today at 22:43
Why not try psychoanalysing her?

Desidereris Today at 22:43
oh I already did so but that weren't difficult
bc I knew her situation
I knew what her home is like and her high school time and such but I don't know you so it's more of a challenge
but pls don't try to make me feel good about myself and just admit if I'm wrong
and also don't fel pressured to share your problems with me
I'm always open to listen but I don't want you to feel forced <<3