Imperfect Love

chapter 5

Yazhini (pov)
I got ready to go to school now i am having my breakfast chapathi with channa masala after i had my breakfast i thought of getting permission from my mom to go to that party so i started to ask

Yazhini: amma actually one of my friend is conducting a  party for her birthday so she invited me to come to that party. not only me everyone in my class are going to that party please amma. can i go ? ?

Selvi: you can't go ...you should be here after the school and moreover you are a small girl

Saran: yes amma how can she go to that party

I really don't know why this paagal guy is intervening in my conversation with Amma

Yazhini: can you shut your mouth my dear brother or else.....

I went near to his ear and said i would say that secret to Amma and appa

That secret is a simple thing actually he love a girl called Priya in his college i found out this when he was talking with her in the phone if my parents found it "he is that's all" . After what i said he didn't speak anything he gave me a glare and left that place. At last i made my parents to accept me to go to that party. I hoped on my father's bike we went to the school .he dropped me and he left to his work. I went inside my school and i was searching for him but i couldn't find him.In my mind there was so many questions about him like did he come to the school ?? Or he isn't feeling well then when I was in my deep thoughts someone taped my shoulder it was kaviya i told her what was in my mind .

Kaviya: he must have some works or maybe personal issue and don't worry i will ask to aakash about him

I just nod my head

After i went to my class the day went as usual i really got bored if he was present here it would be nice and i asked about him again to kaviya but she told that Aadhi didn't say anything to aakash also

I sighed

After that i went to my room i changed my dress and fall on the bed now i really don't want to go to that party even i asked permission from my parents because i thought aadhi will also come but i think he will not so i try to sleep but i can't and i was just thinking about everything which is going in my life right now  suddenly i got a message i thought it is normal message but the messages were popping alot in my phone so i checked it

Kaviya✨

Hey are you ready for the party??

Reply me fast

No( i replied)

Then what are you doing now

Just laying on the bed( i replied)

What are you saying? Are you insane or what? are you not coming to that party?

No,i am not in the mood ( i replied)

I know why you aren't in the mood to come to the party ok leave it .i will say this to aadhitiya

What ! What are you saying... don't tell me lies ( i replied)

No, why should I tell lies to you

Ok fine, but there is no one to drop me to that party ( i replied)

Ohh don't worry dear i am coming to your house to pick up you i will be there in 15 mins so go fast and get ready

Hmm( i replied)

After the conversation i hurriedly went to the bathroom and i washed my face to look fresh and i went to my dress cupboard i searched so many dress but i couldn't find any perfect one when i was searching my dress i saw a pink frok and it's length which is below my knee i wear that pink frok dress i usually don't wear makeup so i put a lip gloss to my lips and i also put kajal to my eyes i wore a pearl necklace and earrings i just saw my reflection on the mirror i thought to myself that i think i am looking good but my inner thoughts says that see how fat are you and you want aadhitiya to kiss you yesterday i laughed at myself

I just sigh and said to myself that i am not fit for him i can't even touch his beauty but my poor heart does not know about it. it always want him

After this i saw a new message from kaviya she told me to come out of the house i said bye to my mom and went out of the house i was shocked to see a black car which is soo model and it seems so costly also how come this car is here in front of my house my eyes were searching for kaviya but i couldn't then slowly the window of the car opened i was shocked to see aadhitiya was sitting in the second row and at last seat kaviya and aakash. i came in and sit in the second row with aadhitiya . There is also a driver then slowly he started to drive and we have been travelling  more than half an hour and i really love to travel a long distance place suddenly kaviya said

Kaviya: hey yazhini you look so beautiful ❤️

Yazhini: oh thank you di

Aakash: yes she is beautiful

I was waiting for his reply after some minutes he said "they aren't true you look gorgeous "

Yazhini: ohh thanks aadhitiya and you also look great

Aadhitiya: hmm thanks

It was not silent kaviya and aakash was talking a lot i know they both started to getting closer.i am really happy for them i thought of talking with him but i just stopped myself what if he is angry or what if he is not feeling well so i didn't but suddenly i heard kaviya told the driver to play some songs

Kaviya:  driver anna put any songs it is so boring

Atlast she is proving that she is my best friend and i really love to sing song. when we are traveling for long distance means it will be a nice vibe.i was waiting for the songs to play i was shocked to hear my favourite song (akkam pakkam song it is actually a Tamil song) i know the ever lyrics in this but i didn't sing i was waiting for my favourite line whenever i sing that line i always remember about aadhi and now he is beside me i can't able to wait to sing that line to him after some lyrics went. My fav line came

Aakam pakkam yarum illa, bhoologam vedum,
Andhi pagal unaruge, Nan vazha vedum
En asai ellam un irukathile,
En ayul varai un anaipinile,
Verenna vedum ulagathile
Indha inbam pothum nejinile
Ezhezhuu jenjam vazhndu viten

Meaning of the lyrics in English
(We need an earth with no one around us
And i need to be with you day and night
I wish to be in your embrace
I wish to spend my entire life in your arms
What else would i need?
Expect for this memorable moment in my heart
It's a joy equal to seven births)

When I was singing that lyrics seeing him only .he also saw me and we both we were having a eye contact when the song ended we both turned toward the other side OMG i am blushing again i just calmed myself after some songs then again one of my favourite song played ( munba vaa it is also a Tamil song) but in this song i was started to sing from the first itself . so i was looking at the sky .my favourite line came i started to sing with a feelings which i have for him

Nilavidam vaadagai vaangi vizhi veetil kudi vaikkalaama
Naan vazhlum vettukkul veraaum vanthaley thagumaa,
Then malai thekuku nee than unthan tholgalil idam tharalaama
Naan saayum thol Mel verorum saainthaaley thagumaa

Meaning of this lyrics in English
( Shall we hire the moon for us to live in it
Will it be nice if strangers get into our house
How could you let bees build hive on your bosom
Will it be nice if someone takes shelter in the place reserved for me)

I didn't turn my head to see him i was looking at the sky it will be awkward if i see him. Whenever i heard this song it reminds me of him but i can say that he is watching me

  

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