||ꜰʟᴏᴡᴇʀ'ꜱ ᴏꜰ ᴅᴇꜱᴘᴀɪʀ|| 𝐋𝐊 𝐀𝐝𝐚𝐩𝐭𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧

chapter 11.

ʜᴇʀᴇ ᴜ ɢᴏ.....

As the day came to end all the students departed to their respective droms and some to homes
Xin lalisa and xin roseanne made their way towards library it was the blonde brunette request as she wanted to cherish the moments both of them shared during high school
The red haired beauty had no option only to accept her offer otherwise she knows how cranky her sister is

They strolled throughout the place xin roseanne was getting annoyed each passing second ofcours who wouldn't it's almost 20 minutes and this girl is still not able to find any suitable book to read gosh why she have to be so observant to prove the faults of the book the red haired beauty was at verge of losing patience but calmed down initially hearing the girl next word

"I finally found what I was searching for" she jumped in excitement making the elder girl confused why is she behaving like a five year old nowadays she had only lost her memories right of could she perhaps lost her mind

Tch this girl is very difficult to understand xin roseanne thought in her mind before following the girl to the table there it was near the window and one of the isolated place of liberty she was thinking how on the earth xin lalisa knew about this peaceful place as far her memories xin lalisa stop visiting library in her past days

But her thoughts were paused as the blonde brunette slides the window
The cold breeze hit their face all of their mind was fully calmed
Xin lalisa giggled at her eonnie and opened the book titled
"My First Love" she was always fan of novels since her high school days they help her to feel distracted whenever she is sad or lonely

The book was about a girl who fell for a guy during her college days but the guy was into her sister how the girl changed herself for her life and died brutally in the end by her their hands only this story made xin lalisa think ofcours it was like her story every incident of this book made her remember her past how she died in end with a little difference that the parents of the girl never hated their child never were partial between them but her case was different in all aspects she couldn't help but feel sad

Unknowingly tears started flowing through her doe shaped eyes she was too immersed in the book that she didn't carry to wipe them at all as she read the book more her emotions were taking over her heart

Xin roseanne who was into some documents just heard a wimper only to find xin lalisa crying while reading the book making her confused ofcours she wasn't like those girls who cry watching k-drama or over this kind of book she is not that weak hearted but the scenario infront of her left her dumbfolded there is definitely something into.this girl changed behaviour I must find that

Xin lalisa who had totally forgotten that she wasn't alone here just kept whimpering on the each words of that particular novel comparing herself to the negative characters of the story
The fate is playing with her for sure trying to make her realise that she's nothing just an antagonist of her sister lovelife

Suddenly someone flicker their fingers infront of her breaking her tarance she saw her sister there looking all confused making the girl realise what she was doing crying over a novel well this wasn't xin lalisa for sure she understood her sister suspicious graze and hurriedly wiped her tears off before heading to put that book to its right place
She wasn't willing anymore to read this because she already knows the end then what's the point to reading further she doesn't want to sprinkle salts on her wound with this act

Xin roseanne followed the girl who was rushing towards their drom
Before she could ask or say something xin lalisa locked herself up in her room making the red haired girl sigh Before Marching towards her own
With numerous questions in her head wanting answers

She went to her closet and opened it revealing numerous photographs of park jimin in it she was for sure a huge fangirl of him that's why she dared to chase after the guy who was the owner of every girl's heart
She thought to make him her but got disappointed in return and now  no more willing to trouble the guy anymore she just collected all his photos his things and all the item that made her fall for him including her personal diary in it where she had shared all her thoughts since childhood

She's now on the path to find new memories and doesn't want her past to bother her anymore It'll only give her pain nothing else seeing all those stuffs infront of her all the time she huffed Before grabbed them into a box and taking them to somewhere

She reached went to the rooftop of the hostel and sighed before sitting there looking at the direction where some birds were flying it was an orange sky for now almost evening
She smiled at the environment around her and closed her eyes to feel the moment of wind
Her long curls were waving with the direction of air she felt very light as that horrible make up from her face was finally removed now she's no more that disgusting girl
Earlier whenever she used to look at her own reflection in the mirror she felt disgusted on her own appearance all the time if she herself hated that look then how could expect others to like it anyhow

She glanced towards the brown box and took the lighter from her pocket

She lighten it up and looked at the stuff with a hint of ungratefulness in her eyes

"Let's end this here only" she exclaimed before taking the picture of Park Jimin in her hands her hands were shivering for sure but she was adamant to clear his memories within her heart and taking a deep sigh she
Lights up the the pic and threw it on the ground watching it burning into ashes and started adding more pictures of him in that fire
She took her diary after burning all those pictures and tear all the pages in it but didn't burnt them instead thay she crumbled them and threw it god knows where being annoyed as her lighter wasn't working anymore

She looked at her phone only to find it was dinner time by now she was at the rooftop more than 1 hours she must go home if xin lalisa will get to know about her disappearance she'll freak out for sure

She hurriedly made her way towards the drom

But little she knows that someone was there watching each and every action of her's