Chapter 102

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Friday 10/18/19
10:18 pm
Houston, TX

Friday 10/18/1910:18 pmHouston, TX

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Arianna

"Stop man dang" I told Kentrell soundin very irritated. He kept playin wit my stomach fat and it's gettin very annoying

"Why you so mad?" He asked laughing like some shit was funny

"You got two seconds to get da fuck from by me bruh" I warned him and he laughed more like I'm playin "I'm not playin witchu I'm so deadass" I told him and he shrugged

"It's not dat serious fa you ta get dis mad" he told me. I ignored him leaving outta the room but of course he followed me "ok mama I'm sorry, I'm sorry I was playin" he laughed grabbing my hand but I snatched it away

He has been so fuckin annoying recently but what can I say, I still love him tho "mama come hea" he grabbed my hand spinning me around to face him "I'm sorry, imma stop playin I promise" he assured me pullin me into a hug

"I don't care" I shrugged pushin him away going down the hall to Armani's room seeing her sound asleep

"But bae-

"Kentrell leave me alone please" I asked nicely before I start yelling at him. He sucked his teeth dragging me back to our room by the back of my shirt "man Kentrell get off me" I tried to wiggle outta his grip. He threw me on the bed then closed and locked the door

"What's your problem?" He asked coming to sit next to me

"Nothing" I mumbled turning away from him once he tried to make eye contact wimme

"Sum obviously wrong witchu if keep catching attitudes fa no reason" he frustratedly said turning me back round to face him but I didn't look at him

"Why can't you just leave it alone?" I asked not really in the mood to talk bout it. He grabbed my chin makin us make eye contact

"Cus ma I care and ion like how you keep shutting me out cus you think I can't handle da truth. We wayyy past dat, we locked in fa life so whateva is bothering you tell me. You my potna through whateva so whateva you go through, I go through" he explained to me makin my eyes water a lil so I looked away but he turned my head back

"It's ok ta cry, let dat shit out. Da mo you hold it in, da mo it's gon hurtchu" he said and right now I feel so vulnerable I didn't have a choice but to cry

"I'm sorry I've been so mean to you, I'm sorry for shutting you out all the time but when you're so used to no one actually caring then you don't have a problem wit not expressing yourself. I don't mean to do it but it's just a habit. Plenty of people broke me when I only wanted the best for them" I cried into his chest as he rubbed my back in a soothing manner

"It's ok mama just talk ta me. I'm always hea ta listen, imma always be hea, I'm not gon do you wrong, and I'm not gon hurtchu but you gotta trust me on dat" he pulled me away from his chest so he could look at me

"I do trust you but I'm scared" I admitted and he looked confused

"Bout what?"

"Everything. Everytime you're not around it's like somebody's watching me, even when I'm wit you I'm paranoid and always lookin round. I just have this gut feeling that something bad is about to happen, I just hope nothing happens to you or Armani. I wouldn't be able to live wit myself if something happened to y'all. I can't even relax in my own home because I feel like someone is in here wit us. The only time I feel at peace is when I'm up under you or when I'm holding Mani" I explained and he nodded taking everything dat I said in

"Youn gotta worry bout nun a dat, imma always be hea protectin' you no matta what. Trust me nobody dumb enough ta come up in dis house, I'a even get security guards outside ta make you feel at home. Youn have ta worry bout me and if sum do happen ta me I wantchu ta still live yo life ta da fullest, when I'm hea youn have ta worry bout bein unsafe. I'a risk my life fa you and Mani any day" he explained makin me cry harder

"No Kentrell I can't and won't letchu do dat. I can't live without you. I'm not me without you, I would rather risk my life ta save yours-

"No Ari you not gon do dat, I would rather die than ta be hea wid out you. When and if da time comes just be prepared, I'm not gon lose you-

"Kentrell you're not listening-

"No you not listening, I'a gladly give up my life fa you and my kids, you just not understanding dat. You don't have ta understand it but you gon have ta accept it rather you like it or not. And dats dat, dis da end of da conversation. You know what's up when da time come so ion wantchu cryin ova me, go find another man ta make you happy-

"No I wo-

"Yes you will-

"No I don't wan-

"I don't care. Look at me mama" he turned my head so I was lookin at him "as long as you happy den I'm happy, ion wantchu sad and depressed ova me. I kno my time comin soon from allat shit dat I did wayyy befo I met you so when I'm gone don't cry ova me please" he begged but I shook my hand

"Kentrell stop talkin like this. You're not going anywhere-

"But I am tho-

"Kentrell shut up I don't wanna talk about this anymore" I cried harder

"I'm sorry mama but it's da truth" he apologized, I put my hand over his mouth

"Don't talk like dat ok? Don't speak it into existence please" I begged and he nodded pullin me into a tight hug and I instantly relaxed in his arms

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What bad thing y'all think gon happen?

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