never ending

bedside table

rushing quickly back into my room after he yelled at me I sat on the bed and tried
to process what just happened.
It was wrong, I know I had no business doing whatsoever in his room. But I didn't thought he would be so mad about it.

Am I in the Right Place right now?

A few moments ago he was so kind and helpful but now because of what just happened changed my whole perspective of him. I can't even complain because he is the one giving me a space to sleep.

Taking a quick shower I change into his clothes that he gave me earlier and then lay down.

All of this feels so wrong, I should be at home with my hot chocolate and watch a movie but instead I am in the house of the grumpiest person in New York. But nevertheless I try to close my eyes and try to get a little bit sleep.
I had a long day.

Laken

,,could you cancel the meeting for today nico? Just put it in on another day, just not today."

,,yeah sure, is there anything else boss?"

,,you are dismissed for now, you can go home."

,,but bos-„

I hung up the call not wanting to hear anything more. I noticed him working a lot of these past weeks so I let him go home earlier today.
Currently sitting in my car on the way to my parents house they are holding a family gathering we do this often but just because my mom wants to be with her grandkids. I know she loves me but since my sister gave birth to her two kids me and her are not irrelevant more.

But mostly I want to go home because of her.

Parking in front of my parents villa I step out and make my way into the house, not one step in and I already hear her laugh coming from the living room.

I could recognize her laugh anywhere.

Entering the living room my nephew starts running towards me and spreading his arms for a hug.

,,uncle Laken is home!!!" he screams for everyone in the house to hear.
I see him running towards me with a high sped and I take him in my arms and lift him up.
He is the more hyper kid. Ellery on the opposite is quiet and shy.

Looking trough the living I see Valerie on the couch with Ellery leaned on her. She is reading her a book and I can't stop thinking about how good she looks in that dress she is having on.

Her face lifts up and our eyes met.

,,look Ellery, uncle Laken is home." valerie says to Ellery and her face turns all shy and she starts to smile brightly.

I put Jason down and make my way towards my niece and my girl.

,,How was your day?"  valerie puts back the book and rest her head on her hand looking at me.

those eyes.
,,good, but now it's way better."
I lean in and take her hand in mine and kiss her. We weren't apart from each other that long but fuck I missed her.

,,okey lovebird come outside so we can start eat!!" I hear my mother screaming.

And I can't hide the smile.

——-

I woke up because some fucker decided to call me at 9am. Tapping they bed side table for my phone I see there is a incoming call from Declan.
sighing I put the phone to my ear.

,,the fuck you want? It's 9am."

,,good to hear from you too." Declan sounds amusement.

,,I haven't heard from you since you big party where were you? You can't just always disappear." he says and I rub my eye to get a clear vision.

,,you know some of us have a job and are busy, so sorry you can't say the same." I say to him and sitting up against the headboard.

,,well...., are you coming tonight?" he asks and I scrunch up my eyebrows.

what is tonight?

,,what do you mean by coming tonight?"

,,you dumbass the club opening I told you about last week. The owner is a friend of mine and he told me to bring people. And you said yes, remember?" and that rings something.

Declan told me something about a club and that I should come but with everything going on I totally forgot. And honestly I don't even want to go.

,,yeah I know man but nah I'm passing today is a busy day don't know  if I have the strength for after." 

,,you motherfu—„ and with that I hang up.

it's funny how this becomes a routine.
Declan asking me to come to a party me saying maybe but I'm the back of my head I know that I will be not going anyway. Love messing with him.

I stand up going to the bathroom to get myself ready for the day. My mind wanders to what happened last night. This girl has some nerves.
Coming into my home and sneaking around?
The moment I saw her starring at the picture with me and Valerie I immediately lost it.
And I couldn't control myself. Something inside me felt so guilty about the way I handled the situation.

I don't even know what's gotten into me the other day at Aytons house. Why the fuck was I trying to kiss her. That's fucked up. This never happened before since the break up with Valerie.

Valerie.

It makes me sick.

Getting out of the room I knocked on the door next to mine wondering if she already had woken up. After three times of knowing without getting an answer I slowly opened the door and to see that she wasn't there anymore.

The room looks like no one ever was in here.
The bed was made, the curtains were open and my clothes were nearly folded.

But I notice a note beside it.

By the Time you see this im probably already gone. I just wanted to apologize for what happened yesterday it was wrong to sneak around I don't even know why I did it. Im sorry for not respecting you privacy. This was the first and last time you saw me stepping foot into hour house.
Again im sorry for what happened.

Elaine.

And something in my chest twisted and I don't know why.

IM BACK!! Omg this has been so long. I'm so sorry for not updating it's just that I haven't really been feeling it. And my chapters are always so short you guys need to have in mind that english is not my native language so this story might seem a little bit of, but I'm really trying.

Okey guys Valerie has now made her debut on this story for everyone who wonders the throwback laken had was a year ago when they were still together.
Them breaking impacts the story of laken and elaine 😬

Next time I will try to double the amount of words!!