The Red Diamond, a Rare Jewel of TCF {reactionfic}

♡!Pride Month!♡Special♡

Hello everyone! Happy pride month!

I just realized that it is pride month after the people at my school started making rude gay jokes more then usual... honestly those hurts :(

Anyways how are you all doing? I hope you are doing fine! I hope your lives are great if not I hope they improve.... I still have all Cs and well my parents won't be happy...

I did 2 push ups today! Also 1 curl up! Yay me!
I have so low energy that sometimes even talking is hard on me. They say it's because I spend a lot of my time in bed however I have terrible fatigue but no one believes me :(

Anyways... thus is a pride month special! A full 2 days of ANGST because who doesn't like that? This is not reaction though so oops....

anyways, I am so sorry to leave you all hanging... I really don't mean too its just so hard to juggle school, writing and my personal hobbies... (ironic cause I am actually good at juggling tricks IRL)

Anyways I won't waste to much time so let's get into this!

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◇Sometimes the monsters under your bed are the angels protecting you from the monsters in your life◇

Kim Rok Soo was a wonderful child, he had a lovely family, and a life full of laughter and joy... his mother was a kind woman who worked as a nurse taking care of the weak... his father was a kind and generous man, strict at times however had good virtues... "live peacefully, have a good home and don't wish for the things others have" those where always the words of his father... living peacefully, finding a good home, enjoying the small things life offers and do all it takes to not get hurt... these words have stuck with Kim Rok Soo for as long as he lived

Who knew all his joy, his happiness could go crashing down with just cars... a large car crash. His parents who had gone with him to his annual hospital visits where the victims of a car crash after a gasoline spill... all he could see was flames, he could only hear the sirens, and the screams, the red, the blood. And then his life... had changed

"Kim Rok Soo this is your Uncle he will be taking care of you from now on" the woman had said so enthusiastically happy he still had family left. Kim Rok Soo just like the woman was a mixture of grief and joy seeing the kind smile on the mans face.... the man however still smiling started looking different....

Kim Rok Soo could see his uncles eyes start turning colder, even as he smiled he knew the warmth his uncle carried for him had gone... and as a child, a thoughtful child Kim Rok Soo started growing distant... and his uncle growing colder

The yells became more frequent, the apologies decreased and the kindness vanished... hits and blames had seemed like the new hugs and praises

Kim Rok Soo had a scar, an ugly scar going from his back to his arm.. the scar he hated so much it made him want to rip his skin just to not look at it any longer... a large burn scar....

One day when Kim Rok Soo had reached the age of 13... his birthday his uncle had come back his face green and disgusting as always... his uncle who had wanted to make himself tea as he usually did had grown angry when he sd gotten so drunk he kept messing up he threw the boiling hot water on the poor Kim Rok Soo who had celebrated his 13th birthday in a hospital bed...

This could have been either the best or worst day of his life because the hospital staffs getting suspicious of the lie his uncle had told called the child protection services seeing the multiple other bruises other then the terrible burn mark... however it could have also been the worst because on that day... Kim Rok Soo had lost his sense of touch

The hot water messing with his nerves had made it so Kim Rok Soo could not feel fluffy, soft, cold, hot, smooth, grainy, his sense of touch had diminished....

Kim Rok Soo had gained another scar after saving a little disabled girl from a falling boulder... he had messed with his sense of hearing this day... going to the hospital the doctors had said that the constant ring he herd in his ears will follow him until the end of his life... to combat this Kim Rok Soo had hearing aids he used when he gained such sever headaches he good no longer stand the ringing

The man had lost everything... and when he had finally gained friends he could call brothers... well they also died... this life then on became cold... he could no longer feel warmth, no longer feel cold, no longer taste and his eyes where clouded with a sorrowful life...

Kim Rok Soo was a man of many talents... if he wished he could swing a sword, shoot a bow, pierce with a spear and even hide in the shadows and sneak with daggers... he had survived assassins, criminals, beasts, and abuses of many kinds... compared to the monsters which he faced on regular Tuesdays... those were the true monsters....

The ones who smiled at you, laughed with you, spoke with you, and praised you however ploting the most painful downfall while smiling... those monsters he faced all his life... these large monsters who caused destruction to town's and buildings where nothing compared to the monsters of lies, deceit, and false oaths....

And Kim Rok Soo had soon become one of these monsters... to survive them... he had lied, deceived, and faced death with an iron face...

Kim Rok Soo.... was a monster.....
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The life of Kim Rok Soo: (1/2)
Pride month special
(1/3)

..It is 1 am..

Haha.... haha... ha.....