Me when I was reading Flunked for the first time:
Jax: *does anything*
Me: OH MY GODS, SHUT UP. I WILL LITERALLY PUSH YOU OFF OF A CLIFF. LIKE ACTUALLY STOP. I THINK I MIGHT ACTUALLY MURDER YOU. YOU ARE LITERALLY SO ANNOYING AND RUDE. YOU MAKE ME SO MAD AND I HATE YOU SO MUCH.
Me now:
Jax: *does anything*
Me: OH MY GOD OH MY GODOHMYGOD I'M SCREAMING, I'M CRYING, I'M DYING ON THE FLOOR, I'M FANGIRLING SO HARD RIGHT NOW THAT I CAN'T EVEN PUT MY FEELINGS INTO WORDS. JAX, MI AMOR, THE LOVE OF MY LIFE, YOU ARE THE MOST PERFECT BEING ON THIS PLANET, YOU ARE MY FAVORITE MEMBER OF THE FTRS CREW AND I LOVE YOU WITH EVERY PIECE OF WHATEVER'S LEFT OF MY HEART. YOU ARE MY TRUE LOVE AND I WILL NEVER LOVE ANY MAN MORE THAN YOU. NOBODY WILL EVER REPLACE YOU IN MY HEART, AND NOBODY IS EVEN ANY COMPETITION FOR YOU. I. LOVE. YOU.
