Desire (Eren x Reader) LEMON

Twenty-two

The next morning, Y/n is zipping up her bags and dragging them into the living room. She gazes at the sundeck, feeling nostalgia. A wisp of emotion derived from deep within herself. She could see Connie on the balcony and herself on the other end grabbing the blunt from his hand while laughing. Faintly, but she saw it. She saw from the outside, how happy she was. She's got Eren back now and she was genuinely trying to figure out why she was thinking of somebody else when the one she truly wanted is back in her life. Y/n walked out to the balcony, inhaled the breeze and leaned over the railing. She overlooked the buildings and the beautiful sky until her thoughts consumed her with the memories of when Connie looked at her as more than a friend. The look in his eyes changed, his touch changed, and the aura changed. It also didn't feel like a hook up, so what was it? Is she developing feelings?

"Hey pretty girl, you okay?" Eren asks standing in the doorway.

Y/n didn't hear him at first, Eren came out and put his hand on her shoulder making her jump. "Hey hey, it's okay." He put his hands up as she turned around but saw her face flushed with emotion and grabbed onto her pulling her in. "Are you okay? What's goin' on?" Eren pulls away a bit to look at her, he can tell that she was confused.

'What's wrong with me? Am I okay? Why am I thinking about somebody that put their hands on me and tried to rape me? Why am I thinking about him at all?' These thoughts swam around Y/n's head aggressively, she was so confused and so in her own world that one of her eyes began to tear and a tear dropped. Eren was beyond bewildered, he had no idea what was going on with her and now she's got tears in her eyes. He lowered himself to her level, placed both his hands on her shoulders, and looked her in the eye, following them as she tried to move them away.

"Y/n? Are you okay?"

Only then did she come out of her pensive state, and looked back into his emerald eyes. "Y-Yeah, I'm okay. I'm sorry."

This didn't convince Eren but he let her go and stood back up grabbing her hand and bringing her back inside. "We gotta go, our flight leaves in an hour and a half." Eren said while dragging her inside. Y/n wiped her tears away and walked inside sliding the door closed. Eren grabbed her heavy ass bags like they were a bag of marshmallows tossing them on his back. Y/n grabbed her suitcase rolling it behind her on the way out, before she left she looked back at the balcony again and saw herself and Connie enjoying each other's company. She blinked a few times before Eren had to literally go grab her hand again to get her to walk with him.

The flight back was a little awkward for Eren. He felt disconnected, and he felt like she was secretly plotting something against him. Y/n was a little chatty on the plane. She stared at him while he read a magazine, her eyes squinted in a puzzling way until he looked at her with a raised eyebrow.

"What is wrong with you? You weirdo." He joked.

"Can I be honest with you?"

"Yeah, you always can."

"Good, cause I need you to be honest with me." She said.

Eren put his magazine down and turned toward her, "I will always be honest with you. I promised you that."

"Alright then, tell me something you didn't think was necessary for me to know but want to let me know now." She said. It took a little bit for Eren to process this, and his eyebrows twitched a bit before he answered.

"Um, I secretly love the way you call my name."

"Eren that's not a secret. The whole world knows that one."

"No, like it does somethin to me. Somethin serious. Like just then when you said it, my dick jumped."

Y/n looked around and lowered her voice, "Can you not talk about your dick around all these people?"