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Hello and Hola again fellas-

It is me, you're favorite nobody.

I am in a serious financial crisis and need serious help, however I am unable to get any because my story realistically is not compelling enough for GoFundMe, and I am unable to give people much for any patreon. Add thw fact I am a literal nobody by design on all platforms and you have my problem in a nutshell. I am unsure of what I will be able to eat by the end of the month or later, I am thinking as positively as I can but all I have are my ocs and friends who I know either couldn't care less or can't help anyway.

I will not beg or ask for any of the maybe 3 people who reads this garbage to try and help, I already know there's no help to be given as anyone who reads this most likely doesn't have the resources I would need. I am okay for now don't worry, I'm not on the streets yet but the threat of it happening has not been pleasant. I fear that little tips and tricks about rationing food I've learned over the years will need to be used in excess for my well being but do please rest assured I am not there yet. Purely paranoia with that one I'm sure, at least a little bit.. but still. I'm not great.

Anywho, some photos for y'all

Lil onesie hoodie design I could possibly do, really depends on what the next few years of my life turn out to be. But cute nonetheless.

This is from when I went to a PrideFest! I had a lot of fun, saw one of my favorite vendors, listened to the great music, just tons of fun. Saw many other furries and kinky folk there along with my queer brotheren. Literally my people. I love them so much and I appreciate everyone in our respective communities for being so accepting of the differences that make us so similar<3

Until I had a panic attack because the music was too loud for too long and a lot, and I mean a lot, of people were constantly smoking weeds, blunts, and vapes, meaning fresh air was hard to breathe in for multiple hours, and the people I went there with who I thought knew me never even once noticed how uncomfortable I, an introvert, was during the last 3 or more hours we stayed there, even though the whole time of those 3 or so hours was me being naturally dismissive and telling them angerly to not talk in my ear even if it was the only way to hear them, and because nobody had come up to me with something like "hey, I see you're not doing great, what do you need? Something going on?" Nothing, not a damn thing like that was said, I bottled up my emotions that I thought I clearly communicated through non verbal ques and body language, so by the end when nobody giving a fuck was made as clear to me as I thought I was being to everyone else, I yelled in my friends faces that I'm tired and want to go the fuck home, causing me not only cry openly but be panicked to the point of only being able to breathe with my mouth wide open for about 20 seconds.

..but yeah, it was fun I guess..

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I really fucking hate my mom. We're better friends then actual mom and adult kid because the power dynamic works so much better when it's just not there and the mom is over the kids head.

But damn did I really think this woman knew me. Like I know my autism may off put a neurotypical person's ability to read my social ques depending perspn to person but this is my actual mom. I literally have known her my whole life by complete coincidence. I would hope you learn to pick up on when your child is uncomfortable in UNDER decades of knowing them. But apparently not even in over decades of knowing her did she think I was anywhere close to resisting the urge to vomit.

Listen, I won't die for it, but I will kill for it. It's just so cute.

Made this meme cuz Amazon really took my one look at one product to be a sign that I must now look at every type of version of that product. That product being Among us plush because funny.

Okay it's minutes away from 4 a.m.
I'm tired. Take a look at this moon lesbian fursona I made and have a good day. Love you. *consensual platonic kisses you then dies*