When she finally came upstairs, she told me that my boyfriend not longer wanted to be with me. Then refused to tell me anything else. I cried like a little bitch, she was there for me she held me while I cried. Another stupid heart break. Why did I let someone do this too me?
It was the next day, we were supposed to go to his fathers an hour away and spend the night there as a family and spend time together, instead of taking me. He told me nobody wanted me there and took our son and my friend with him. I never understood why she wanted to go and leave me. When I begged her to stay with me, because I was mentally Ill and couldn't do this alone she still left me. Someone I trusted with my life, someone I thought of as a sister left me to go with my ex and my son.
Now remember my soulmate I told you about? This is when she comes into the story. I called her hyperventilating and freaking out because they had just left me. I couldn't handle the pain. I wanted to die, wanted it to be over with. She came in a heartbeat. She was there for me. When she showed up she had her mother and siblings with her. This is the first time I've ever met them. Sweetest people in this damn world. I think of them as my mother and siblings now. When they showed up her mother and siblings all got of the car and hugged me. Told me it was gonna be okay.
I cried like a little bitch again, I cried so much I couldn't even stand without being dizzy. My soulmate stayed with me. She held me while I cried. She would go for walks with me so I wouldn't think about it, it didn't matter what time I was she would go with me. I didn't eat, drink, shower, nothing for two whole days. Everytime I try to even drink something I gagged.
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My Story
Mystery / Thriller*WARNING TALKS ABOUT SUICIDE AND OTHER TRIGGERING THINGS, DO NOT READ IF YOU'RE EASILY TRIGGERED OR EMOTIONAL* This story includes me talking a little about my Trauma, and some of the things I've gone through since I was a kid. There will be some de...
