So Livi tries to kill herself. Again. How many times is this now? I don't know. I know she's only doing it for attention, and that makes me so mad. I wish she was dead. So I'm a horrible person. I'm the worst person ever. Fine. But it's true and I can't change that. I want her to kill herself and reincarnate and then I want to never hear her name again as long as I live. Which probably won't be very much longer if that happens. And I don't care. I just want her gone. I want to stop worrying. I want her to stop making Eleanor feel bad. I know not all of what I feel is justified but I think at least some of it is. I only wonder how much.
