Za'hari Reyes
( peanut, princess (no weird shit bro) )
⚠️tw: suicide mentions and death mentions, i dont mean too offend anybody in any way⚠️
📍The Reyes Residence
⌚️8:45pm
"BITCH LEFT ME WHILE I WAS LOCKED UP, I CAME HOME, I SHITTED ON DAT BITCH" i yelled while otp with my twin.
"BRUH ZA'HARI SHUT UP DAWG DAMN" dd yelled from his room. "SORRY" i yelled back. ian sorry fr fuck him. "ethan when are you coming home?"
"wym coming home? i moved out hari" "i know and you need to come back, i hate it here" i express being honest. ever since my twin moved out its been bad.
my momma never changed but the rest of them did. the day my twin announced he was moving out everybody blamed it on me, except mommy ofc.
they only blamed it on me because we had a small disagreement right before he told everybody. in all honesty, im starting to believe them.
Flashback.
"peanut i have too tell you something" ethan says while laying on my bed next too me. "okay! tell me" i say sitting up so i could listen.
"immovingout" he says fast but i understood him.
"WHAT! WHY?"
"shhhhhhh and because. im ready to breathe on my own, i've been living under mommy for 17 years z, im ready to explore life on my own. and yes i know, i promised you i wouldn't move until we turned 18 but i can't stay no longer" he expresses looking everywhere but at me.
thats how i know i'm the problem.
"im the problem huh?" i say while starting too tear up. maybe i really am a problem.
"no Z i swear. im just ready to breathe princess. but also, for the past couple years you been in my skin. yes i know im in yours sometimes too but you really be in mines. i know we're twins, well... anyway i know we're twins but please. you're not the problem though i promise. cross my heart and hope to die." he says while also starting to tear up
"im sorry, im sorry, im sorry, im sorry, just please. idk why im like this ethan idk. i don't mean to be clingy or talkative thats just how i am and im sorry, ill try too change i promise, just please" i say letting all my emotions get to me and finally break down.
"i already bought the house princess im sorry, i'll come visit all the time" he says while getting up.
i just pull my knees too my chest and cry. i hate it here.
flashback over.
"PEANUT" i hear ethan say on the other line, snapping me out my thoughts, causing me too wipe tears i didn't even know fell.
"yes? im sorry."
"imma call you later okay? im finna go too the stu with gangnem. i love you"
"mhm, yeah." i say and hang up. i know yall like, thats mean why didn't you say it back?
because, it didn't feel real. ever since that day, the "love" never felt real.
out of nowhere, i just start crying. thinking about all the good times we had before everything went downhill.
i used to never wanna leave here, now all i wanna do is leave.
my thoughts and crying session got cut short when my phone starts ringing.
the name reads 'eli baby🩶'.
