Why?

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YOUR POV

I was scrolling through my most recent Instagram post reading all the comments.

'eww, you're so fat.'

'How are her and Shawn related she's so ugly'

'Wtf eww'

'She's so pretty stop hating on her'

'Seriosly just kill yourself, youre a waste of space and a slut.'

'Fat'

The tears were pouring down my face. I walked into the bathroom and took my shirt off. I choked back a sob as I looked at my reflection. I poked at the fat on my thighs and my stomach. I didn't have a thigh gap, I wasn't as skinny as I wanted to be.

Without a second thought I went to the toilet. I know there was a better way to approach this, but I didn't have time for that. I took 2 fingers and pushed them to the back of my throat. I gagged and I felt something start coming up. I pulled out my fingers and purged. I heard a gasp and froze.

I looked towards the door and saw Cameron. (Cameron Dallas)

"Y/N, wha-why?" He said

I broke down again. I moved next to the shower and pulled my knees to my chest. I heard Cameron walk over and he pulled me into his lap. He slowly rocked me back and forth.

"Y/N please tell me why you did this" he said.

"T-t-they a-are r-right" I sobbed

"Who is they?" Cameron asked.

I got out of his lap and walked into my room and grabbed my phone. I brought up the picture and handed it to Cam.

He looked at it then threw my phone on my bed. He ran up to me and hugged me.

"Y/N you know that isn't true." He said still hugging me tight.

"But they're right" I sobbed

He stopped hugging me and looked into my eyes. He places his hands on my shoulders.

"They aren't Y/N, but you know we have to tell Shawn" he said

"N-no p-please don't tell S-Shawn" I begged him.

"Y/N this won't stop if we don't do anything about it. He's your older brother and I know he can do something. Please let me tell him." He said

I finally gave in and nodded.

"Do you want to stay in here while I tell him?" He asked

I nodded and sniffled. Cam left my room and I jumped onto my bed and tears made there way down my cheeks once again.

About 5 minutes later I heard footsteps coming towards my room. Someone walked in and sat on my bed. I looked over to see Shawn with tears in his eyes. I sat up and he grabbed me and held me.

"Y/N Cam told me what you did. Why didn't you ever tell me you were getting hate?" He said, his voice cracking.

I shrugged my shoulders and buried my face into his neck. I started sobbing.

"I-Im sorry S-Shawn" I whispered.

"Please promise me you'll never do it again." He said

"I promise" I sniffled

"Pinky promise?" he said sticking out his pinky.

"Pinky promise." I said smiling and linking our pinkies.

"Good" Shawn said as he hugged me.

I hugged back then he let go.

"I'm gonna go take care of business." He said getting his phone out.

About a minute later I got a notification on my phone and saw that Shawn tweeted something.

'@ShawnMendes Guys don't hate on my sister. She's really sensitive about that stuff. I love you guys but that's my little sister. Just stop please.'

I smiled and walked into his room. I walked over to him and hugged him. He hugged back.

"Thank you" I whispered.

"You're welcome, I love you" he whispered back

"I love you too" I said as he planted a small kiss on the top of my head.
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~Tessa~

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