Schizophrenic Dreams

Night 1 ;The Vision;

The ceiling above me, looked like a darker blue.
Because of my led lights it made my room more brighter besides my own mind.

Most nights, I don't feel like I'm in my body.
I can feel my heart beat, but my chest is completely numb.

I feel my feet under my blanket but it doesn't seem like my feet are actually there, but sometimes I kick it like I used to do as a kid feeling the air breeze, because it calms me down.

I looked around my room feeling uneasy, but I just ignored the feeling, because I felt like I was being watched even though no one was in there, while the thoughts silenced I closed my eyes silently feeling warm around my body.
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•.....,Schizophrenia dream 1,,,...
...."Thump, Thump, Thump,"...
I heard while waking my eyes open but only to notice everything looked different.

A few minutes pass and then
....I realized that I wasn't in my bed....
But I woke up in an abandoned ghost town.
I was confused or not if this was a dream.

I looked up feeling the wind hit my hair swiftly as I noticed the color sky was a mixture a light and dark purple with a little bit of blue Like the galaxy. It was really peaceful to look at, including the stars.

The stars were shining, & some of them blinking.
I looked back down, to notice the trees were a dark but with a white outline. (Weird that it didn't show color.)

But the further I got into this world everything started to change quick. Quick enough I lost balance of who I was, feeling my head get dizzy.
I found wherever I was, in this strange world glitching, it kept on moving fast.
It was like, there was no time.

I remember my own body hitting something it felt like concrete, it hit the side of my head, and then I remember passing out.

I had thought I woke back up in my own body, but instead it was a different dream.
I became out of breath. But this time, I woke up in another dream.

"Oh damn it, where am I?" I mumbled to myself, still out of breath.
I looked up and noticed I was in a white room.
It was just white.

It was shaped like a elevator.

I remember losing my vision for a second, and then hitting the floor, and everything going to dust.

I woke up in my bed, feeling my head pulse but this time there was doctors staring at me.

I was unable to move, but they just stared at me, like they were frozen.

I couldn't tell if I was asleep.
Because everything had looked so vivid.
They're pupils stared right through me making me have tangles in my skin.

I started to scream, but it sounded silent. I was trying to get back into my actual body.
After a few minutes everything went dark, then I woke up in my normal room, and bed, confused as what went on, but now I have a headache....

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