This Is Me

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This is me hanging in balance.
This is me not being enough for everyone.
Where did I go wrong?
I did all the things they asked me to.

I bottle up all my emotions.
I am trying to suppress all my feelings.
I have never been this torn in my life.
I want to explode right here, right now.

Oh how I wish I was good enough.
Just at least I can reach the standard.
This is me asking for help,
But no one seems to hear my voice.

This is me trying my very best.
I thought it was enough.
But my best will never suffice.
I wish I could hang myself with a tie.

This eternal darkness scares me,
But I have to be here because no one will save me.
I want everything to end.
The expectations, invalidations, and this existence.

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