Male self harming depressed abused reader x rwby

Part 32: No rest

POV neo

Team cfvy, rwby jnr, jasper, qrow, Maria, penny, pietro, winter and I sit in the ship that the mistral council allowed us to take to vacuo, velvet has her head resting on my lap, she must've been exhausted she haven't slept in days. I look up to see jasper talking with qrow while Maria and pietro drive this ship

Winter: hello neo

I look to my right to see y/n's biological older sister standing above us she seems nervous to talk to me. Maybe because I'm an ex criminal or because I have a bunny faunus on my lap, I know weiss used to be rascist so maybe she is to... or homophobic. I sigh before I raise my hands to start signing

Neo: (yes?)

Winter: what was y/n like before he came to atlas... I need to know if it was himself or atlas that caused atlas to fall?

This makes my heart drop as she just brought my deceased now revived, missing, runaway or kidnapped potentially tortured boyfriend who just killed millions of people and apparently my anger and sadness is shown on my face as she has a look of instant regret on her face

Neo: (not a good time)

I sign before I look down and start patting floof along with velvet who leans into my pats while she's sleep making me smile

POV y/n

I scream in pain , and agony as I clutch onto my new hand which is burrowing into my skin and connecting to my nerves making a sharp electrifying pain shoot up my entire body. I collapse onto the ground

Salem: don't fear it make it fear you

I look at my new hand seeing the black leathery skin with white bone protruding from the knuckles and tips of my fingers. I scream in pain and anger before I use my claws in my normal hand and stab them into the new grimm hand before I pin it to the floor

Y/n: I've felt worse pain than this motherfucker!

I start clawing into the grimm making me feel the pain but more importantly it feels the pain I'm causing it making it flail and spasm until I eventually stop making the pain the grimm was inflicting on me stop aswell. I stand up and look at salem before I rotate my wrist to get used to the feeling of this new hand

Y/n: what's my assignment my grace

Salem: none yet dragon 2 you need to get used to your new hand

She goes to walk away but I quickly walk towards her as move my hand feeling that it feels just like my old one

Y/n: my grace I'm fine I need to do something

Salem: that something is training your new hand

She walks away leaving me alone once more and I slowly start feeling my heart rate start racing along with my breath quickening

Y/n: AHHHHHH!!!!

I scream in anger as I start pounding into the nearby stone wall with my fists tearing chunks of stone and flesh from the wall and from me. Blood splatters on the wall and ground along with my own face

POV neo

I gently shake velvet awake and after a few seconds her eyes gently flutter open making me giggle at how cute she is but obviously there's just no sound

Neo: (we landed get your cute butt up)

She slightly blushes before sitting up and yawning

Velvet: thanks for the rest I needed it

Neo: (no problem buns)

I stand up before helping her up then after the doors to the ship open we walk out and a greeted by a man in a rather unique attire. He has a ankle Length blue and grey cape with a chain which keeps it on his shoulder, a checkered vest, white pants and boots along with two red gloves