The Duckling II

🧨Four🧨

Dammit why did I say that. Now I'm all alone in the house. This is stupid.

I just...let my emotions get the best of me, and I know it's not his fault entirely that he can't do that weird shit hybrids can.

Even though I'm one now...anyway.

It's not his fault, really it's my human self's fault. But then again, I'm sure he knows that without him being like that on Earth I couldn't be here...

Does he even want me here now? Now that I said that? Did I mess what we had up? Certainly not, right...

One little mistake can't destroy what me and him have. After all, we are in love...I just...hope he comes back soon so I can apologize.

But...he knows what will happen when he comes back right? He'll think it's just another time for sex...i mean, I think that too...

But we both had an argument that we both had promised before not to ever fight about...and that's exactly what we did.

So no sex, no matter how much I want it or he asks, we'll lay down, and say sorry, cuddle while we have candles and music playing!

So that's what I'll do, I'll set up the room to accompany the needs. So...first I'm going to by new candles, not use the ones he's familiar with.

I quickly got my shoes on, (is he dressed...he is now) I grabbed the house keys as I locked the door. Starting my walk to get new things!

I get to a small store with a big candle sign, this is where Alex usually went to get his candles for alone time...or sex...but no Wilbur, that's not why you're here.

I hope he's alright though...chances are he's with the green goop, Charlie is amazing...he'll help Alex...

I start looking around for a nice change in scent for our cuddle/apology time. (You guys pick the scent)

I found one that I thought was perfect, it wasn't something that I'd expect Alex to get himself...but it's me shopping.

Once I got it I went to pay for it, then heading to a different store, getting new sheets, that don't smell like sex.

As I walked into the store the smell of bedding hit my nose.

Damn I haven't smelled sheets that don't smell like me and Alex in a while...

I shook the feeling off as I walked around...or I could just wash the sheets at home many times...instead of buying new ones that will smell like sex in the future...

Nah, it's fine.

I started to go to more darker colors, more of...blues, since Alex likes blue...I forgot which one but oh well.

I pick out a royal blue with navy blue and just blue on it. Don't know how to explain it.

I paid for it as well then went home, starting to clean our room. Taking the sheets off.

Surprised no cum stains are left here...anyway-

I started to wash the old sheets, and put the new sheets on, it felt weird to not have mine or Alex's smell on it...but me and him can change that quickly...

I started to put the other candles in the room in the small drawer in the room filled with other candles. I start placing the new ones around, I didn't light them because I don't know when Alex will be home...

I start cleaning the room of dirty discarded clothing, sweeping the floor, and mopping it. After it's all done my feathered black wings shake in nervousness.

Why was I nervous? Was I scared he wouldn't forgive me or because he might not like it...probably both.

Now I just sat in the bed, just waiting to hold him in my arms...seconds past, then minutes...