Sent from hell (Tom kaulitz story)

Chapter 13- Hidden desire

They both stared blankly at each other, unsure what to say, words unable to be spoken by either of them, being choked by shock.

"No...." Anzelika said quietly

Tom continued to look at her, as he played with his lip ring in distress.

"No...no....no.. NO NO NO" she slammed her glass of juice on the counter, as she began to shake her hands in the air with disgust.

"Ok I get that your angry but do you have to fucking yell?! SOME of us are still VERY hungover Anzelika" he said loudly, catching her by surprise as he had used her actual name.

"How the fuck did this happen?!" She said back, a bit quieter this time

"You fucking tell me"  he muttered

"I don't know what or how or why it happened that's why I'm asking YOU,  you jackass" she spat

Tom stood up from the stool and walked over to the sink, turning on the faucet and splashing cold water on his face. He stood over the sink for a minute or two trying to remember what had happened exactly. He found a towel and patted his face dry, then turning to Anzelika

Fragments from last night began pouring back into his head

Him stumbling up the stairs, finding her in his bed, her bringing him back down to the couch, her arm trapped between his neck and the armrest. Smaller fragments of what happened began clicking together in his head as Anzelikas head began to do the same, remembering a bit more than Tom, due to the fact she wasn't nearly as shitfaced as he was. Her hands flew up to her neck, recalling where he had bitten her last night. She took a few steps back, turning towards the mirror that hung in between the kitchen and dining room, thankful there wasn't a mark.

Payback

Tom cleared his throat, causing her to snap her head back into his direction.

"You bit me"  she said quietly, the words slightly burning with anger.

"You bit me first" he shot back, not even missing a beat.  "Be thankful it wasn't as bad or even worse then what you did" he said as he pointed to now more than visible scar of Anzelikas teeth marks on his neck

She rolled her eyes and crossed her arms scanning his face.

"Why did you kiss me Tom?"

"Why did you kiss me back, Anzelika?"  Tom said in a equally annoyed tone, crossing his arms as well

"I asked you first, why did you kiss me Tom?" She said, in a more demanding tone, uncrossing her arms and stepping towards him.

He sat quiet for a moment thinking of an excuse. He didn't want to tell her he had been mad about seeing her with his brother, wishing he was in his place. He needed to keep his front.

"I was drunk"

"That's not a valid reason, seeing how you kiss girls sober as well, quite often might I add" she said, stepping forward, her accent heavy in the sentence, causing his stomach to flip.

"It meant nothing, like all the other girls throats I've had my tongue down. Hell I've even kissed Georg once"  he said, earning a slight laugh from Anzelika.

"I'm sorry, what?!" She said, laughing a bit more, causing Tom to even smile himself

"It was a year ago, I was shitfaced, I kissed him, it's nothing" Tom said, admiring her laugh, completely distracted at what they had been talking about.

Focus Tom

"But anyways, like I was saying, it was nothing, I felt nothing" his tongue sticking through his teeth as he put emphasis on the last "nothing"

But no, it wasn't nothing. Tom had felt such a hunger, as he had displayed last night while kissing her, a neediness, something he had never experienced before, seeing how he had a new girl almost every night, keeping him satisfied. But Anzelika lit a fire in him, one that burned with a passion that overwhelmed his body. He didn't want that kiss to end, he didn't want to stop touching her, the feeling of her skin and body against his had driven him crazy, unlike any other girl, he craved more of her. He was trying his best to lie, put up a front and continue this so called war that they had between each other

"It was nothing to me too Tom" she quietly said back. 

Those  words punched him in the stomach as he tried searching her face trying to detect even a hint of a lie, trying not to make it obvious, as her face had fallen to her normal, blank and emotionless look

But what Tom didn't know was that deep deep deep down, Anzelika couldn't deny the fact she may or may not have enjoyed it

No Anzelika snap out of it

That both stared at each other in silence

Before either of them could utter another word, Georg and Bill came wondering into the kitchen. Anzelika was shocked to see bill up this early, seeing how if he wasn't awoken, he easily be in bed until 6pm. She gave bill a gentle smile before shooting one more glare at Tom, then turning to Georg.

"So Georg" she said  "I heard you and Tom kissed"

Anzelika wiggled her eyebrows making a quite humorous face at Georg.

His eyes widened, as well as Toms, then relaxed as he let out a laugh, Bill following

Georg walked over to Tom, who's jaw had now clenched, throwing his arm around his shoulder, squeezing.

"Which time are you referring to, since tom  as you may not know he is suchhh a good kisser" he said, fanning himself and batting his eyes.

Anzelika suddenly found herself quietly agreeing with Georg in her head

What the fuck is wrong with me

She snapped back to reality, giggling with Bill as  Georg began making kissy faces at Tom, who rolled his eyes , muttering "shut up" as he  started to walk away. Georg still held onto his shoulder as he called to Tom "no sweetie don't go", shooting a playful smirk at Anzelika and Bill before leaving the room.

The room fell silent as bill sat down in the same stool Tom had been in prior, before they both looked at each other, suddenly bursting in laughter. Bill ended up at falling out of his stool, causing anzelkia to laugh so hard she felt tears in her eyes. She was grabbing her sides, struggling to breath, wheezing at the sight of Bill who was now lying on the floor, his hands over his face groaning in pain

"Not fucking funny anzelkia"  he said, his words muffled by his hands

"Oh yes it is " 

Anzelkia had completely forgotten everything that had happened with Tom, forgot her anger and about her still slightly pounding head. She looked up and smiled when she realized how she was feeling. She was happy

Ok I am trying to hard not to rush the chapters but I have such a writers high rn. I did find it hard to continue certain parts of this chapter but I might edit it later lol