im lost in admiration
oh im lost in your eyes
it pulls me in a bit closer
in the sea that it hides
you keep your distance
from the gentlest of touch
my mind may wander in the beauty you held
now i start to wonder, do i need you this much?
i want to escape this insufferable admiration
but my stubborn heart just won't let me
this feelings that's creeping up inside
may not be a short lived infatuation
oh how many wrong avails
will stick in my mind?
do you want me too
just like how i admire you?
-leilei
